budakkacamata here. here are some of the design from my favorite clothing line dropdead developed by bring me the horizon's front man oliver sykes. here we go :
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"AKU CINTA PADAMU ZOOEY DESCHANEL!"
budakkacamata here. since the day that we were born, we always have that kind of spark/glow. meaning that we have that special ability or skills that can make people go WOAH! well, the truth is i have that kind of spark. some people say may say it's a cute/funny thing but it's an annoyance to me because my spark is that i'm one clumsy guys. i don't why i'm so clumsy when i do something or maybe i have been clumsy my whole life and the fact is, it's damn true especially when i'm hanging out with my family. at one when i'm having dinner or lunch outside with my family, i always drop/slip/spill/break something and i'm not joking. my mom always scold me when i'm doing something clumsy but i'm thinking that she's getting use with the clumsy things that i do but hey, it's in my dna ok and i can't do anything with my clumsiness. it's just that i have to be more careful next time when i do things.
last weekend was the clumsiest thing that i have ever did. first, i spill a glass of water on my pet cat. then, i slip on a staircase and thank god there was no one watching. third, i spill a glass of water again on the dinner table. after that, i almost knock down my shisha bong at home and luckily i haven't put the charcoal yet but if i was, they'll be burn marks. lastly, i almost slip and fell in front of the public in a shopping mall. GAWD!
just this morning i accidentally stepped on my spectacles after i hit the showers and broke it. i was like "WTF! WHY I"M SO CLUMSY ALL THE TIME!". seriously, i was really mad at myself for putting my spectacles on the bedroom floor and i was in no mood to go to class but i had to because last week i skip the same class. the sad thing is that i had to wear my old spectacles which i don't like the color at all and the color of my spec is orange. freaking zesty orange! i don't know why i picked my spec orange at that time because maybe i look good wearing orange stuff at that time. so i got to class and just things couldn't get any worse, my classmates made me watched a classic horror movie "it". i watched that movie a couple of times. it's a good movie but from time to time when you watch it, it can get boring. well, in order to cool down my clumsiness, i watch my favorite romance movie 500 days of summer and it was worth every second of it. that's the kind of movie that never bores me.
here's the lyrics to the song that i just heard when i was on my way back home inside my car. it's called 'hot air balloon' by owl city :
budakkacamata here :
"A heart is a fragile thing, that's why we protect them so vigorously, give them away so rarely, and why it means so much when we do. Some hearts are more fragile then others, purer somehow. Like crystal in a world of glass. Even the way they shatter is beautiful."
budakkacamata here. the picture up there is nice. it's just another random pics that i found on the internet. check this website out. it got loads of pictures like this and it's kinda cool to look at these random pictures that these artist sketch about the crap that's happening to the world right now.
wow! college this week has been the best i've ever had this year. no class, simple lecture about stuff, random crap bout friends, driving my dad's car to college and overdue assignments. to think that things wouldn't get any more awesome. well, i don't want to write much. it's just i'm in need of change. i don't what kind of change. maybe a change heart, change of personality, change of lifestyle or change of new underpants. wtf! all i'm saying that i want to change to be a better person to my family and friends especially my family.
i'm giving a hard time to them especially my siblings. i always say no to them when they want me to give a ride to somewhere. i don't know why cause at college i usually drive a lot, i mean a lot. when i think of home, relaxation always come to my mind but my siblings always find a way for me to give them a ride to some place. all i want is to relax at home where there's no words like 'assignments', 'sketches' or 'research' to bug me around.
i feel comfortable when i'm at home. like the malaysian quote 'rumahku syurgaku'. seriously, when i say no to my siblings, they always turn to the mother to give them a ride. well, that usually gave my mom a hard time when there's no maid to take care of the house anymore. my mom always do the cleaning on the house. i would really like to help my mom cleaning up the house every once in awhile like taking out the trash, mop up the floor and vacuum the carpet. i don't understand why some of my siblings don't have the time to help mom doing all the cleaning stuff when they have time to go out and having fun with their friends and taking advantage of me. you know what! i'm gonna be a better son/brother and that's the kind of change i want. that's i got to say for today :)
budakkacamata. chalo <3
budakkacamata here. this is a song i just wrote about a week ago. i don't know the name of this song but i just wrote about how i felt on that day :
