12 May 2010

The Arms Of Sorrow

amirul aiman  (1993 - 2010) :'(

budakkacamata here. today marks the day that will remain in my heart for the rest of my life. i don't know why he's out of our lives for such short notice. YA ALLAH! he's young. why do YOU have to take him away from his family & friends. he's a great guy but why now. he still got a long way to go *sigh*

at exactly at 3 am in the morning on tuesday, my closest cousin just passed away because of car accident. i was shock at that time coz i just came back home from a mamak stall when i heard the news from my mom. the fact is that he just want to borrow some money from his mother to go eat supper with his friend and the sad part is that the place where he ate is just close from his place. the place where he accident is just in front of his house where he crashed into stone wall. i felt very down/sad/mood swings/cry/tension for the lost of a family member. i'm very close to him.

every time when i'm lepaking at his place at ampang, celebrate raya at pahang and going holidays with his family, we do crazy stuff like :

1. driving motorcycle while playing 'mercun'
2. go behind the woods to find if you know what i mean. SPOOKY
3. sleepless nights by playing video games
4. spend hours on the swimming pool
5. doing stuff that our parents warned us not to do
6. killing time by shishaing everyday at my place

damn! i will miss those things that we do but i will surely miss you cousin. why do you have to go at young age? why do you want to drive fast when the place where you wanna go back is near? why? now you leave us with your parents, your 2 sisters and your 10 year old little brother. we all miss you man. your best friends and your girlfriend. it's hard to see that you leave your girlfriend all alone when you left her with this last text message from you :

"apepon berlaku, aiman still sayang kat yaya :)"

when i read the text message that your girlfriend showed, i was devastated. i don't know what to do. i just stand there like a soulless person waiting for a storm to pass and it does. after we all finished the funeral. rain started to fall. maybe it's your tears falling down on us saying thank you. i hope that you're in a better place standing beside ALLAH S.W.T.

(AL - FATIHAH)

budakkacamata. chalo <3

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09 May 2010

SEOHS! SHOES!

budakkacamata here. i got a confession to make. i like to pamper myself by buying awesome yet eye boggling shoes to make myself feel good and it's true coz i like shoes a lot and heres are the shoes which i like if i have the money. NOT! here we go :

supra cuban. my first dream shoes rm 237 to be exact.

vans chukka low. yes! its purple. it's a nice color though.

pedro loafers :9

adidas superstar vin death star. limited edition. T_T

vans herringbone slip - ons. nice

vans zapato del barco boat shoe.

macbeth manchester.

crocs prepair clog.

supra bullet. lizard king signature model

converse jack purcell strap on leather.

budakkacamata. chalo <3

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08 May 2010

Walking Away


budakkacamata here. here's a song which i like very much when i was 10,11 or 12 something. i can't remember. the name of the song is 'walking away' from craig david. i like craig david songs a lot because of his stunning and awesome vocal. i don't dig his new stuff with the computer vocal editing stuff/dance music. i like his old stuff which is cool, relaxing and easy on the ears. sometimes when i'm having a lot of troubles running through my life and i just can't seem to solve, i just hear this song and it made me feel damn good about myself. i'm walking away from the troubles in my to find a better day.  enjoy :

I'm walking away, from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away, oh to find a better day
I'm walking away, from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away, oh to find a better day
I'm walking away
 
Sometimes some people get me wrong, when it's something I've said or done
Sometimes you feel there is no fun, that's why you turn and run
But now I truly realise, some people don't wanna compromise
Well, I saw them with my own eyes spreading those lies, and
Well I don't wanna live a life, too many steepless nights
Not mentioning the fights, I'm sorry to say lady 

I'm walking away, from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away, oh to find a better day
I'm walking away, from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away, oh to find a better day
I'm walking away 

Well, I'm so tired baby
Things you say, you're driving me away
Whispers in the powder room baby, don't listen to the games they play
Girl I thought you'd realise, I'm not like them other guys
Cause I saw them with my own eyes, you should've been more wise and
Well I don't wanna live a lie, too many steepless nights
Not mentioning the fights, I'm sorry to say lady

I'm walking away, from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away, oh to find a better day
I'm walking away, from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away, oh to find a better day
I'm walking away



budakkacamata, chalo <3

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A Mom's Cooking

"me and my mom"


budakkacamata here. a quote from my mom just months ago :


"mama nak runsing tengok rambut haffiz"

it's mothers day peeps and i going to celebrate it by telling my mom 'i love you mom and happy mothers day'. i know you have been pulling me hard with all the chores & doings in the house coz papa wasn't around the rouse with his work at dubai but hey, i done all the things that you asked me to do and kept away from things that are bad and get closer to the good. i don't ask much but i'm happy with the way you are mom. sometime it bothers me a little when i'm watching my fav cooking show and you like to tell me the name of the ingredients before the chef tells it but hey, you're my mom right? the one who knows best on the family. the best part of my mom is that she always call me when i'm away at college and we like share common stuff like cooking/hating bad malaysian actors/singers. 

"SAYA SAYANG MAK SAYA."


budakkacamata. chalo <3

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02 May 2010

Suit Me Up Jarvis



tony stark's computer system/buddy jarvis :)

budakkacamata here. there's only four words to describe me watching iron man 2

"oh my fucking gawd!!!"
budakkacamata, chalo <3


p/s : i wish i have a computer system like jarvis, enjoy the month of may and to my college friends, good luck with the final papers and enjoy the awesome semester break :) 

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28 April 2010

Man Of Iron & Steel





IRON MAN 2
budakkacamata here. this friday i'm going to watch iron man 2 with my best friends. i haven't seen them in awhile because of the place where they study. two of them at perak and the others at johor. can't wait to watch this movie and have a blast with them. the best part is that the cinema have thx sound system. damn! this sick sound system going to hit mt eardrums really fucking hard. can't wait! hoping you guys can watch the premier of iron man on the 30th of april. one of the most anticipated movie that i wait for a long time. SCREW AVATAR WITH THEIR EXPENSIVE SPECIAL EFFECTS & TECHNOLOGY STUFF. KUDOS

budakkacamata. chalo <3

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25 April 2010

I'm Not Just A Boy That You Can Play With


ed westwick. a gentleman with in your face attitude.
budakkacamata here. today marks the day where i started my final exams with my muet that stands for malaysia university english test. well, if i pass this test i can take my degree. damn! i never thought that this paper will that hard. i'm shaking like throwing a kitty in a washing machine when i look at the papers. there's 4 part for the exams. the 1st one is reading, 2nd wrting, 3rd listening and 4th speaking. i think the 1st and 3rd is the hardest one coz the 1st part you have to read passage and answer the question but the weird part is some of the questions doesn't relate to the passage which means the answer & passage 'diputar belitkan' like crap! the part 3 is listening where the invigilators play a recording where you have to hear the it to find the answer. well, that wasn't go well for me and my friends. that sucks! hoping that me & my friends will pass with flying colors.
talking about this guy above. i saw this guy named ed westwick in gossip girl. yes people! i watch gossip girl when the lonely nights roll in. it's a good series where you see the rich & famous teenager going through high school, college, romance, betrayal, revenge, trials & tribulations. ed westwick is this guy who played as the spoiled rich/lust - driven antagonist who tries to take advantage of several girls who turns good by saying 'i love you' to his crush after a grueling fight between them. i'm kinda dig his gentleman style. damn! he's got style. i like how he dress up in this hit tv series. i'm going to say this out loud and i admit that i wish i have his looks & style but not his attitude. i adore you ed westick *in a not gayish tone*


wish me luck in exams my friends. here's a song by a hardcore/metal band called a day to remember with song named 'if it means a lot to you'. enjoy :


[Guy] And Hey darling, I hope you’re good tonight, and I know you don’t feel right when I’m leaving. Yeah I want it, but no I don’t need it. Tell me something sweet to get me by. Cause I can’t come back home till they’re singing. Laa la la la la la la till everyone is singing.

 If you can wait till I get home,
(I get home)
Then I swear to you that we can make this last.
(Laa la la) If you can wait till I get home,
(I get Home) then I swear come tomorrow this will all be in our past. Well it might be for the best.

[Girl] “And Hey sweetie, I need you here tonight, and I know that you don’t want to be leaving me. Yeah you want, but I can’t help it. I just feel complete when you’re by my side. But I know you can’t come home till they’re singing” La la la la la la la
[Guy] Till everyone is singing.

(Laa la la la la la la ) If you can wait till I get home,
(I get home) then I swear to you that we can make this last.
(Laa la la) If you can wait till I get home,
(I get home) then I swear come tomorrow this will all be in our past. Well it might be for the best.

[Girl ]“You know you can’t give me what I need, and even though you mean so much to me. I can’t wait though everything.

[Guy]” Is this really happening? I swear I’ll never be happy again, and don’t you dare say we can just be friends. I’m not some boy that you can sway. 

[Both]“ We knew it’d happen eventually.”
[All] La la la la la la la. Now everybody’s singing. La La la la la la la. Now everybody’s singing la la la la la la la
[Guy] If you can wait till I get home.
[All] (now everybody’s singing la la la la la la la)
[Guy] Then I swear we can make this last.
[All](now everybody’s singing la la la la la la la)
[Guy] If you can wait till I get home,
[All] Now everybody’s singing la la la la la la la.
Then I swear we can make this last.
[All] (Now everybody’s singing la)

budakkacamata. chalo <3

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