09 January 2011

Patience Is All I Need


budakkacamata here :

' sorry for the short post cause i'm having an emotional breakdown :( '

what is patience? well here it is

Patience is the state of endurance under difficult circumstances, which can mean persevering in the face of delay or provocation without acting on annoyance/anger in a negative way or exhibiting forbearance when under strain, especially when faced with longer-term difficulties. Patience is the level of endurance one's character can take before negativity. It is also used to refer to the character trait of being steadfast.Or which you can wait for things.


budakkacamata. chalo <3

08 January 2011

A Tantrum



budakkacamata here :


'18 hari lagi nak 21 tapi lately mood asyik nak marah orang je keje'

07 January 2011

Better Off This Way



budakkacamata here :



I hate this town, it's so washed up
And all my friends don't give a fuck
They'll tell me that it's just bad luck
When will I find where I fit in?
2, 3, 4!

Remember when I tried?
I never strayed too far from you
Forever by your side
No matter what I was going through
But now I never know the things to say to you
That help me prove that I'm still on your side
I never show just what you do to me
Cause I'm what's always wrong
I hate this town, it's so washed up
And all my friends don't give a fuck
They'll tell me that it's just bad luck
When will I find where I fit in?
I hate this town 

'Cause no one can understand
I just can't be tied down
Nothing comes between me and my plans
So now I never know the things to say to you
That help me prove that I'm still on your side
I never show just what you do to me
Cause I'm what's always wrong
I hate this town, it's so washed up
And all my friends don't give a fuck
They'll tell me that it's just bad luck
When will I find where I fit in?
And don't believe a word they're telling to you
Don't believe a word they're telling to you
They let me down
When will I find where I fit in?
I hate this town

My world cannot ever bring me down
Gave everything I had to turn it back around
Cause our time's worth something, bigger than both you and me
I can't live my life always backing down
I gotta do this right, then they can't make a sound
Cause I'm not here for nothing, 
least I can say I stand for something
You and me, we stand for something

I hate this town, it's so washed up
And all my friends don't give a fuck
They'll tell me that it's just bad luck
When will I find where I fit in?

And don't believe a word they're telling to you
Don't believe a word they're telling to you
They let me down
When will I find where I fit in?
I hate this town


this song really sums it up :)

budakkacamata. chalo <3

30 December 2010

A Devastating 2010

19.12.10

i'll never forget the times where you used to talk to me about photography, mercedes benz & bmw.

you used to sit at the living room watching national geographic or discovery on astro where i would join to watch it with you but most of all, i will not forget the soothing sounds that you make with your violin and piano when i was little.

your're the only inspiration that i need when i was down.

you and grandma would look after when mom & dad are busy with their work overseas.

i will never forget you tok :'(

Something To Laugh About Before 2011

'happy new year people'

08 December 2010

Your Feelings Are More Important Of Course



budakkacamata here :




Oh, the, Razor blade, that's what I call love

I bet you pick it up and mess around with it
If I put it down
It gets extremely complicated
Anything to forget everything



You got to take me out
At least once a week
Whether I'm in your arms
Or I'm at your feet
I know exactly what you're thinking
You won't say it now
But in your heart it's loud



Oh no, my feelings are more important than yours
Oh, drop dead, I don't care, I won't worry
There you go



Oh, the razor blade
Wish it would snap this rope
The world is in your hand
Or it's at your throat
At times it's not that complicated
Anything to forget everything



He would never talk
But he was not shy
She was a street-smart girl
But she could not lie
They were perfect for each other
Say it now
Cause in your heart it's loud



Oh no, my feelings are more important than yours
Oh, drop dead, I don't care, I won't worry



Ayhh



Sweetheart
Your feelings are more important of course
Of course
Everyone you wanted
Everything that we would take from them
I don't wanna know, I don't wanna know
Tell me, tell me, tell me, tell me
No, don't, okay

p/s : i miss the memories :(

awal muharram just passed. i got no resolutions to think about or something. all i know that i'm hoping that 2011 or 1432 will be a good year for me. there'll be bumps along the ride and i can assure of that. i really hope that i can make a difference. what i mean is a good difference for myself, my family, my friends and the people around me.

budakkacamata. chalo

04 December 2010

Just Like No Other

budakkacamata here. here's some pictures of random fashionable ladies that i met online just recently


 her name's elenene. she's 20 from germany. she's a fashion student. she's kinda random sometimes. talking about art, fashion and sometimes about games or stuff that you wouldn't even think of
 regine. 18. like to webcam with random people. fashionably fixated. i like her style. she's from la. she would like to see me if she had the chance :)
the name's kristipah but i call her tipah. weird right? age 20 from estonia. i never heard that place before but she's awesome when it comes to fashion. i never thought that she can be a good listener. kudos to you tipah


p/s : these girls are awesome. they're super friendly. i like their styles. for more info, check them at lookbook.nu. some of them got facebook and stuff and some of them don't. enjoy :)


creative writing here i come :D


budakkacamata. chalo