budakkacamata here. hell yeah to the words above. i just want to say that when the people around you gave a hard time, just tough it out and move forward. i don't understand why some people don't like me when i'm at peace. do i did something wrong? just tell me ok. don't treat me like crap in front of my other friends and for the past 3 days, my college life has given me tons of assignments to finish and lots of overdue deadline but hey, at least i'm passed up my assignments rather than not to. my current assignment that i've done is the worst artwork i've ever done. my lecturer said the direction is wrong, the message that i'm trying to deliver doesn't shows at all and he said that he doesn't like my artwork at all with a soothing tone i guess.
woah! i tell you that day wasn't going so well for me and it doesn't fit myself at all. i felt that i'm so irritating by the way that i do things especially when i'm doing my assignments at late times. gosh! i feel like i'm going hyper mode at night to finish up the assignments when the deadline is effin' tomorrow and the outcome of my assignments doesn't seems good/awesome at all. maybe i need to relax and chill like my best buds told me the day before at facebook to forget my assignments/college stuff for once in awhile but i always have that positive attitude when i wake up in the morning with a cup of coco in my hand to start off the day and it felt awesome everyday but it doesn't bores me to the same thing every morning. it's like it gave me great feeling to go to college with a positive attitude even though i didn't finish my assignments. BLAH! HUAHUAHUAH...
but overall, things have been not going great for me this weekdays, hoping this weekends would be awesome. oh yeah, i'm going to cut my hair this saturday. i know that my friends don't want me to cut my hair they like to look me with long hair but this lately i feel 'serabut' and i only want to layer my hair not cut it all off. wish me luck with the hair layering session this saturday
here's a lyrics to my current favorite song for this week. it's called 'mess of me' by the band switchfoot cause this song expresses how i feel for the past 4 days of college life :
I am my own affliction
I am my own disease
There ain't no drug that they could sell
Ah, there ain't no drugs to make me well
There ain't no drugs
It's not enough
There ain't no drugs
The sickness is myself
I made a mess of me
I wanna get back the rest of me
I've made a mess of me
I wanna spend the rest of my life alive
I've made a mess of me
I wanna reverse this tragedy
I've made a mess of me
I wanna spend the rest of my live alive
The rest of my life alive
We lock our souls in cages
We hide inside our shells
It's hard to feed to the ones you love
Oh, when you can't forgive yourself
Yeah, forgive yourself
There ain't no drugs
There ain't no drugs
There ain't no drugs
The sickness is myself
I made a mess of me
I wanna get back the rest of me
I've made a mess of me
I wanna spend the rest of my life alive
I've made a mess of me
I wanna reverse this tragedy
I've made a mess of me
I wanna spend the rest of my live alive
The rest of my life alive
Ahhhhooo
There ain't no drug
There ain't no drug
There ain't no drug
No drugs to make me well
There ain't no drug
It's not enough
We're breaking up
The sickness is myself
The sickness is myself
I made a mess of me
I wanna get back the rest of me
I've made a mess of me
I wanna spend the rest of my life alive
I've made a mess of me
I wanna reverse this tragedy
I've made a mess of me
I wanna spend the rest of my live alive
The rest of my life alive
budakkacamata. chalo <3
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