28 February 2010

Awesome Hairday

budakkacamata here. today i've just got my haircut. the outcome looks awesome and i'm very satisfied my new haircut. my new haircut looks exactly like the picture above. my best friend kevin brought me to this haircut place near my house where they cut your hair with what you want your hair to look like and the hairstylist there are very professional at doing their job. now i just find my usual spot to cut my hair and the cut&wash is cheap, only 20 bucks. after the cutting session with kevin, we go dinner at carl's junior and watched percy jackson with naveen. this is the second time i watch percy jackson. i would say it's a decent action movie for teenagers but the fx was frickin' awesome. today was awesome but overall, i'm really really satisfied with my new haircut and i can't wait to show it to my friends. lastly, i don't feel 'serabut' anymore like i used to :)


budakkacamata. chalo <3

p/s : no favorite song lyrics for this post. maybe the next one :)



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25 February 2010

When Life Gives You Lemons, Make Lemonade!

budakkacamata here. hell yeah to the words above. i just want to say that when the people around you gave a hard time, just tough it out and move forward. i don't understand why some people don't like me when i'm at peace. do i did something wrong? just tell me ok. don't treat me like crap in front of my other friends and for the past 3 days, my college life has given me tons of assignments to finish and lots of overdue deadline but hey, at least i'm passed up my assignments rather than not to. my current assignment that i've done is the worst artwork i've ever done. my lecturer said the direction is wrong, the message that i'm trying to deliver doesn't shows at all and he said that he doesn't like my artwork at all with a soothing tone i guess.


woah! i tell you that day wasn't going so well for me and it doesn't fit myself at all. i felt that i'm so irritating by the way that i do things especially when i'm doing my assignments at late times. gosh! i feel like i'm going hyper mode at night to finish up the assignments when the deadline is effin' tomorrow and the outcome of my assignments doesn't seems good/awesome at all. maybe i need to relax and chill like my best buds told me the day before at facebook to forget my assignments/college stuff for once in awhile but i always have that positive attitude when i wake up in the morning with a cup of coco in my hand to start off the day and it felt awesome everyday but it doesn't bores me to the same thing every morning. it's like it gave me great feeling to go to college with a positive attitude even though i didn't finish my assignments. BLAH! HUAHUAHUAH...

but overall, things have been not going great for me this weekdays, hoping this weekends would be awesome. oh yeah, i'm going to cut my hair this saturday. i know that my friends don't want me to cut my hair they like to look me with long hair but this lately i feel 'serabut' and i only want to layer my hair not cut it all off. wish me luck with the hair layering session this saturday

here's a lyrics to my current favorite song for this week. it's called 'mess of me' by the band switchfoot cause this song expresses how i feel for the past 4 days of college life :

I am my own affliction
I am my own disease
There ain't no drug that they could sell
Ah, there ain't no drugs to make me well

There ain't no drugs
It's not enough
There ain't no drugs
The sickness is myself

I made a mess of me
I wanna get back the rest of me
I've made a mess of me
I wanna spend the rest of my life alive

I've made a mess of me
I wanna reverse this tragedy
I've made a mess of me
I wanna spend the rest of my live alive
The rest of my life alive

We lock our souls in cages
We hide inside our shells
It's hard to feed to the ones you love
Oh, when you can't forgive yourself
Yeah, forgive yourself

There ain't no drugs
There ain't no drugs
There ain't no drugs
The sickness is myself

I made a mess of me
I wanna get back the rest of me
I've made a mess of me
I wanna spend the rest of my life alive

I've made a mess of me
I wanna reverse this tragedy
I've made a mess of me
I wanna spend the rest of my live alive
The rest of my life alive

Ahhhhooo

There ain't no drug
There ain't no drug
There ain't no drug
No drugs to make me well

There ain't no drug
It's not enough
We're breaking up
The sickness is myself
The sickness is myself

I made a mess of me
I wanna get back the rest of me
I've made a mess of me
I wanna spend the rest of my life alive

I've made a mess of me
I wanna reverse this tragedy
I've made a mess of me
I wanna spend the rest of my live alive
The rest of my life alive

budakkacamata. chalo <3


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22 February 2010

Monday Evening

budakkacamata here. isn't it wonderul enjoying the monday sunset by drinking vanilla coke with your friends and watch as sunset goes down. i wish i'm having that moment right now to enjoy myself being free and forget about the little things. i don't know why i am asking myself whether i'm moving on or still have feelings for jane doe. it's like everytime when i bump into her, i have that weird/fuzzy/weakening/dizzy kind of feeling whenever i'm around her. YA ALLAH, please show me a sign whether she's still into me or not. if not, i understand the circumstances. maybe there's a better girl than jane doe for me in the future, i hope. i recently read a page on facebook which call '50 things girls wish guys knew' and one of them 'was eye contact is key'. well, the truth is that i don't do an eye contact with jane doe at all even the little things. sometimes, when i have the chance, i would like 'curi panda/usha2' jane doe eventhough we're sitting far away. some of my friends questioned me 'why you still have feelings for her when she's treating you like crap as a friend?' and i answered 'i don't know. its like she have this weird kind of aura that attracts me everytime when we intertwined and sometimes, i'm having this weird dream that i'm having a relationship with her as lovers but that's just a dream not a reality. dang!

now i feel that i'm pulling myself away from her. i mean that my interest for her has gone down. maybe she's not the one for me. she's better with someone else i think but i will always be happy for her even when i don't have the chance to with her. it's been great to be friends with her but hey, everyone's going gaga over her. overall, i'm not comfortable with my current situation right now and i'm going to be quiet for the week and be anonymous to everyone for the time being.

enjoy the lyrics to my fav indie band 'he is we' with the song 'give it all' :

I’ve heard so many words.
But I had no courage.
Now we’re saying goodbye.
Don’t want to miss you, tonight, oh.

Tell me it’s not over now,
I can change your mind somehow.

I, I give it all.
I trip and fall, for you.
And I, hope you wouldn’t mind.
Just one more try, for something new,
I need you, I need you.

Don’t be shocked if I cry.
You’ve changed me inside.
I turned my back on you.
You were the only reason I pulled through,
I pulled through.

Tell me it’s not over now,
I can change your mind somehow.
My head feels so heavy,
My heart is so empty.

I, I give it all.
I trip and fall.
I trip and fall,
I trip and fall.
I, I give it all.
I trip and fall, for you. (Oh.)
And I hope you wouldn’t mind, (Hope you wouldn’t mind)
Just one more try (Just one more try)
For something new,
I need you,
I need you.

p/s : it's a sad2 song. this song's for you :')

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20 February 2010

Sexual Man Chocolate


budakkacamata here. this band above is sick and weird when it comes to performing on stage. this band is called attack! attack! and there are awesome by their sounds. i don't really call them metal but they kinda sound like metal and it's good. the riff is awesome, the breakdown of each song is sick as hell, the scream is hellacious and the vocals in kinda shitty but overall the band is good. the music genre that they are referring to is kinda like metal, pop, rock, a little bit of rapping, sick breakdown, bring-down-the-house intro and killer auto-tunes vocals. they're nothing compare to other bands when it comes performing on stage. they're awesome!


here's the lyrics to the song 'sexual man chocolate' from their upcoming album 'shazam!' which will come out on march :

I'm searching for the meaning
You said you'd be my everything
I guess your words mean nothing
So go and prove your loyalty

Go ahead, and bury it deep down inside
Cage that longing in your heart
Hold that thought just for a moment
Let your heart feel numb

Now I see that this is what you mean
When you said you'd be my everything

So go and prove your loyalty

This is what you want
You'll never take this
This is what you'll get, the seperation
This is who I am, you'll never change me,
Loyalty

Now I see that this is what you mean
When you said you'd be my everything

Now I see that this is what you mean
When you said you'd be my everything

So go and prove your loyalty

Now I see that this is what you mean
When you said you'd be my everything

So go and prove your loyalty

budakkacamata. chalo <3

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18 February 2010

January To February

'camwhoring with my little brother'

'ikan bakar, sotong tepung, ketam masak merah, siakap 3 rasa'

'the cousin'

'an old record player'

'the family enjoying an evening tea'

'cups, pots, plates. you name it'

'its an old telephone from the 80's'

'terengganu - it's a homestay house with lots of vintage stuff'

'farewell my friend'

'getting ready'

'zhaf fly fly to aussie'

'sunny side up'

'dush dush'

'ahmad syukri ramli's twin'

'nis go fly fly to aussie'

'ameer & afif'

'auwwww'

'afif takes over'

'the sweet couple'

'good friends are hard to come by'

'the usual suspects'

'her name is paris. we babysit her once in awhile'

'a doodling of us done by my housemates. guess which one is me?'

'the housemates!'

budakkacamata. chalo <3





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17 February 2010

All I Have To Say Is :


"that i'm tired of chasing you around. goodbye"

budakkacamata. chalo <3

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The Twin I Never Knew I Had

budakkacamata here. tada! here's the twin i never knew i had. he's one of my schoolmate/sheeshamate that i use to hang out with. well, i hang out sheeshaing with him just now and one of my friends took a picture of me with him/post it off on facebook. 'YOU CAN SEE THE RESEMBLANCE' XDD


budakkacamata. chalo <3



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