i feel your pain snoopy. i really do.
p/s : when depression hits me, i stop caring about everything & sometimes at night i like to look the skies & stars at night. just watch & do nothing. be anonymous, silent & clumsy.
budakkacamata. chalo <3
25 September 2010
Anatomy Of A Depression
p/s : when depression hits me, i stop caring about everything & sometimes at night i like to look the skies & stars at night. just watch & do nothing. be anonymous, silent & clumsy.
budakkacamata. chalo <3
09 September 2010
Wake Me Up When September Ends
budakkacamata here. ramadhan's almost over in a couple of days & then eid mubarak's coming to celebrate that we have gone through the month of ramadhan with success of course with forgiving one another, enjoying foods with you friends & families, ear busting fireworks, open houses, visiting the relatives and of course duit raya. this picture tells a story. a lot cause this is my kampung & it holds lots of memories. it's a mosque of my great great grandfather. the mosque's small but it's awesome cause this mosque sits just right on the center of the town and this is a kampung kampung if you know what i mean. all the houses in the area is made out of wood & some concrete for the adjustment with astro for knowing the outside world. one thing that i like about this place is that when i was little on ramadhan, my grandparent's would take me there & they would do their tarawikh prayers while i was playing tag with my cousin. one time when the weather was not at the right time, i would hold my grandmother so tight because i was scared as shit & the mosque's also sits right in the middle of a jungle & i don't know what is in that jungle at that time.
and just when i was feeling safe, a big flying bug come & shock me up. the scariest part is when the bug get landed on my face. i was 5 freaking years old for god's sake. i tell you that was the scariest moment that i have ever had in my 5 year old life as a kid. at that moment, i scream & shriek like a little girl & the jemaah was shook also. it was funny & i was running around the mosque to get away from that flying thingy. my grandmother had to stop praying just to get me calm & that's the story on how i had my fear on flying bugs especially the big ones. it's one of those memories that i will never forget in my life. my grandparents were taking of me when i was little until i was 10 or 11. they're the best grandparents in the world! i love my grandmother's cooking & i love my grandfather's interest towards fast cars & photography. they're both awesome in the most beautiful way.
i think this raya will be different. i have a sense of feeling that it will be different. i don't know whether it's good or bad. i hope it's a good thing. college life suck, relationships suck & assignments suck. i've spent two days washing away my sorrows by having an awesome time with some best friends. too bad not all of them were there. meaning by in the homeland specifically my best friend in the world moose. i miss him too much. hope you have an awesome raya my friend. harap2 ade mercun kat aussie tu. not forgetting my new friend zhaf whose also studying at aussie. happy raya to you too my good friend. enjoy my time a lot with him & moose shishaing away at night talking about relationships & what not. he's a good listener also & he's awesome when it comes to giving advices about faith & relationships.
to all of my readers, best friends, juniors, seniors, shisha mates, family members & you whose reading this post right now, hope you have a rocking yet awesome raya. minta maaf banyak2 kalau ade buat salah. KUDOS!
here's the lyrics to my favorite raya song called 'dendang perantau' by our legendary actor/musician/director/comdian p. ramlee :
Di hari raya
Terkenang daku kepada si dia
Kampungku indah nun jauh di sana
Ayah serta bondaku
Di tepian mandi
Danauku hijau yang damai selalu
Nun di sanalah tempatku bertemu
Aku dan dia
Apakan daya
Masa tak akan kembali
Hancur musnahlah semuanya
Impian yang murni
Tinggal menjadi kenang-kenanganku
Hanya rangkaian kata dengan lagu
Dendang perantau
Apakan daya
Masa tak akan kembali
Hancur musnahlah semuanya
Impian yang murni
Tinggal menjadi kenang-kenanganku
Hanya rangkaian kata dengan lagu
Dendang perantau
budakkacamata. chalo <3
03 September 2010
Like There's No Tomorrow
budakkacamata here.
budakkacamata here. happy month of september friends. not much to say but it has been a rough week for the mind & the heart. last night, we took out all of our frustrations & stress by playing fireworks or mercun coz raya is coming & the spirit of raya is looking very gloomy for me. we play all sorts of mercun. ketupat, mancis, naga and of course, the lovable & squeeking mercun roket. it was awesome to play with the housemates. we took pictures & have a drink at mamak stall after that. overall it was awesome! we had a great time & hafiz is leaving for sabah the next day, so it was great & wonderful.
budakkacamata. chalo <3
p/s : i really need to find a good method or way on releasing stress because lately, it has taken toll on me physically & mentally.
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