28 April 2010

Man Of Iron & Steel





IRON MAN 2
budakkacamata here. this friday i'm going to watch iron man 2 with my best friends. i haven't seen them in awhile because of the place where they study. two of them at perak and the others at johor. can't wait to watch this movie and have a blast with them. the best part is that the cinema have thx sound system. damn! this sick sound system going to hit mt eardrums really fucking hard. can't wait! hoping you guys can watch the premier of iron man on the 30th of april. one of the most anticipated movie that i wait for a long time. SCREW AVATAR WITH THEIR EXPENSIVE SPECIAL EFFECTS & TECHNOLOGY STUFF. KUDOS

budakkacamata. chalo <3

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25 April 2010

I'm Not Just A Boy That You Can Play With


ed westwick. a gentleman with in your face attitude.
budakkacamata here. today marks the day where i started my final exams with my muet that stands for malaysia university english test. well, if i pass this test i can take my degree. damn! i never thought that this paper will that hard. i'm shaking like throwing a kitty in a washing machine when i look at the papers. there's 4 part for the exams. the 1st one is reading, 2nd wrting, 3rd listening and 4th speaking. i think the 1st and 3rd is the hardest one coz the 1st part you have to read passage and answer the question but the weird part is some of the questions doesn't relate to the passage which means the answer & passage 'diputar belitkan' like crap! the part 3 is listening where the invigilators play a recording where you have to hear the it to find the answer. well, that wasn't go well for me and my friends. that sucks! hoping that me & my friends will pass with flying colors.
talking about this guy above. i saw this guy named ed westwick in gossip girl. yes people! i watch gossip girl when the lonely nights roll in. it's a good series where you see the rich & famous teenager going through high school, college, romance, betrayal, revenge, trials & tribulations. ed westwick is this guy who played as the spoiled rich/lust - driven antagonist who tries to take advantage of several girls who turns good by saying 'i love you' to his crush after a grueling fight between them. i'm kinda dig his gentleman style. damn! he's got style. i like how he dress up in this hit tv series. i'm going to say this out loud and i admit that i wish i have his looks & style but not his attitude. i adore you ed westick *in a not gayish tone*


wish me luck in exams my friends. here's a song by a hardcore/metal band called a day to remember with song named 'if it means a lot to you'. enjoy :


[Guy] And Hey darling, I hope you’re good tonight, and I know you don’t feel right when I’m leaving. Yeah I want it, but no I don’t need it. Tell me something sweet to get me by. Cause I can’t come back home till they’re singing. Laa la la la la la la till everyone is singing.

 If you can wait till I get home,
(I get home)
Then I swear to you that we can make this last.
(Laa la la) If you can wait till I get home,
(I get Home) then I swear come tomorrow this will all be in our past. Well it might be for the best.

[Girl] “And Hey sweetie, I need you here tonight, and I know that you don’t want to be leaving me. Yeah you want, but I can’t help it. I just feel complete when you’re by my side. But I know you can’t come home till they’re singing” La la la la la la la
[Guy] Till everyone is singing.

(Laa la la la la la la ) If you can wait till I get home,
(I get home) then I swear to you that we can make this last.
(Laa la la) If you can wait till I get home,
(I get home) then I swear come tomorrow this will all be in our past. Well it might be for the best.

[Girl ]“You know you can’t give me what I need, and even though you mean so much to me. I can’t wait though everything.

[Guy]” Is this really happening? I swear I’ll never be happy again, and don’t you dare say we can just be friends. I’m not some boy that you can sway. 

[Both]“ We knew it’d happen eventually.”
[All] La la la la la la la. Now everybody’s singing. La La la la la la la. Now everybody’s singing la la la la la la la
[Guy] If you can wait till I get home.
[All] (now everybody’s singing la la la la la la la)
[Guy] Then I swear we can make this last.
[All](now everybody’s singing la la la la la la la)
[Guy] If you can wait till I get home,
[All] Now everybody’s singing la la la la la la la.
Then I swear we can make this last.
[All] (Now everybody’s singing la)

budakkacamata. chalo <3

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22 April 2010

TERBANG LA TU!

budakkacamata here :


"kepala otak ko terbang! aku nak sing along & have fun! suka hati aku la! fuck off! malas nak layan karenah kawan2 sometimes! tak sabar nak habis exam,balik pj and start my sem break! *sigh*"

mood : distracted, angry, frustrated, out of love, quiet, annoyed & disappointed.

budakkacamata. chalo<3

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17 April 2010

Definitely, Maybe.

isn't she just a darl?

budakkacamata here. it has been a hectic week. the most hectic & tension week i had in 2 months. damn! with assignments & project that i've to pass up before the end of next week which the last week before exam starts. it's such a grand for us art & design student to relax on exams coz most of out marks based on our assignments & projects. this semester i only got one paper only which awesome and i got a muet test. if o i pass this test, i can continue my degree. i really am struggling for my future right now coz i'm not doing so great right now. i can follow but it takes some time for me to get the use of it. i'm in 4th semester right now but i'm trying best. really i am. this week i haven't slept for 2 days. 2 freaking days just to pass up my overdue assignments. at least i pass it up right?

when i'm taking a break from doing my projects for five minutes, i rest for awhile with my 'bantal busuk'. yes people, i have my 'bantal busuk'. not the very very old ones from my early years, it's a new one which i just bought for neat price. the pillow is kinda big & fluffy for now but it will get smelly and all coz it's my 'bantal busuk' biatch. when i'm resting for awhile from my assignments, i always had a deep thought whether i'm going to make it. i'll always questioned myslef, boleh ke aku siap keje nie on time? boleh ke aku dapat 3 pointer and above? boleh ke aku capai ape yang aku nak?

when i questioned myself with these questions, i don't know how to answer it in the simplest way coz it's kinda hard for me to give a straight answer i don't know my capabilities in doing my assignments. sometimes, when i get the rhythm to do my assignments, i will as a fast as i can and as good as i can. i'm not trying over exaggerated or something, it's just i'm proud of myself for finishing my assignments. thumbs up for that. KUDOS

overall at the end of the week when we think all the bullshit that i had to go through, i thinks it kinda okay i guess. it's the same stuff that i go through every week but not every week is a crappy week for me. lets fake a smile and say to myself 'lets go through to this shit again' :)

here's the lyrics to the song 'if it means a lot to you' by a day to remember. enjoy :

[Guy] And Hey darling, I hope you’re good tonight, and I know you don’t feel right when I’m leaving. Yeah I want it, but no I don’t need it. Tell me something sweet to get me by. Cause I can’t come back home till they’re singing. Laa la la la la la la till everyone is singing. If you can wait till I get home,
(I get home)
Then I swear to you that we can make this last.
(Laa la la) If you can wait till I get home,
(I get Home) then I swear come tomorrow this will all be in our past. Well it might be for the best.
[Girl] “And Hey sweetie, I need you here tonight, and I know that you don’t want to be leaving me. Yeah you want, but I can’t help it. I just feel complete when you’re by my side. But I know you can’t come home till they’re singing” La la la la la la la
[Guy] Till everyone is singing.
(Laa la la la la la la ) If you can wait till I get home,
(I get home) then I swear to you that we can make this last.
(Laa la la) If you can wait till I get home,
(I get home) then I swear come tomorrow this will all be in our past. Well it might be for the best.
[Girl ]“You know you can’t give me what I need, and even though you mean so much to me. I can’t wait though everything.
[Guy]” Is this really happening? I swear I’ll never be happy again, and don’t you dare say we can just be friends. I’m not some boy that you can sway.
[Both]“ We knew it’d happen eventually.”
[All] La la la la la la la. Now everybody’s singing. La La la la la la la. Now everybody’s singing la la la la la la la
[Guy] If you can wait till I get home.
[All] (now everybody’s singing la la la la la la la)
[Guy] Then I swear we can make this last.
[All](now everybody’s singing la la la la la la la)
[Guy] If you can wait till I get home,
[All] Now everybody’s singing la la la la la la la.
Then I swear we can make this last.
[All] (Now everybody’s singing la)

budakkacamata. chalo <3


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13 April 2010

Giving Up?


budakkacamata here. here's quote that i've just come up :


"sometimes when i feel like giving up, i just call, text or ym my closest friends to give me their support. it helps me alot even when i'm having the shittest days ever"

seriously, this kinda things helps me a lot through out the day. thanks to besties that stick with me so far coz this pasts few weeks have been shipwreck!

budakkacamata. chalo <3

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10 April 2010

Skinny Jeans With Melodic Vocals


budakkacamata here. this guy here is nick santino from the band a rocket to the moon. go check them out. i really what they are doing with their songs. MELODIC!


budakkacamata. chalo <3

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A Deeper Conversation With You Is Better Than Watching A Movie


credits to the author of this pic :)

budakkacamata here. love is in the air? NOT! is it the sound of desperation or in need. it's uncertain for me to know the future of my love life. i don't know why i always talk bout my love life in my post. i don't wanna sound desperate or something. it's just i have been in and out of a bad relationship for awhile. most of them are bad but some are sweet. it's raining right now outside. i feel very hot up in my fuzzy sweater with the help of the morning of's reverie to come up with creative ideas in writing my post which i'm doing right now *thumbs up*

this week had been a pain in the arse with a british accent. i got sick, skip classes, sleepless nights, assignments stuff, problems, love, pain, regret, grandparents, parents and a dream of getting an iphone (jangan harap la kan?). yeah! i have been sick for three days coz of the sore throats, asthma attacks, sneezing, coughing, dizzy, fever and stuff. coz of that i have to skip class and i haven't been sick for the last 1 year. the worst was my asthma attack which put me in a hospital for a couple of months.

let's end with all the sick part. isn't it a grand when we talk personal stuff to a random person especially me when i'm talking to one of my classmates aishah a.k.a. ecah. it's good to have a talk with her. she's a damn good listener and she likes to talk bout her problems to me either. sometimes we would spend half an hour in class talking or goofing around bout our love life and personal struggles. it helps a lot when a person from the opposite sex listens to your problems in a male/female perspective if i'm not mistaken. i don't know why coz it gaves me a good sense what others are think of. its been a blast being friends with ecah. she's an awesome friend and a very good art student. her artwork is effing amazing. i'm glad to be one of your friends ecah and i'm looking forward of the story story stuff okay? 

here's the lyrics to the song that i'm currently listen to which is called 'notion' by kings of leon. enjoy :

I got a notion that says it doesn't feel right
Got the answer in your story today
You gave me a sign that didn't feel right

So don't knock it, don't knock it, you been here before
So don't knock it, don't knock it, you been here before

I just wanted to know if i could go home
Been rambling day after day
Everyone says they don't know

So don't knock it, don't knock it, you been there before
So don't knock it, don't knock it, you been there before

I got a notion that says it doesn't feel right
I just wanted to know if i could go home

So don't knock it, don't knock it, you been there before
So don't knock it, don't knock it, you been there before



budakkacamata. chalo <3

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07 April 2010

Enough Said

budakkacamta here. don't you think that god put us here for a reason? i always question myself everynight before i go to sleep. when i go to sleep i'll always kept my mind on death. i don't know why but it does give you a spooky feeling coz we'll never know when will we die. it's just god had made it his way. so all i have to do is live my life with flying colours but i'm gladly to say that i'm happy with my no matter what the consequences. i'm happy with my friends and family eventhough that there's a slight bump or hedges but who cares coz the little things that i enjoyed is the things that made me happy. who cares if pople always trying their best to let me or others down. i don't give a crap about their lives. its just i don't know why some people have to be angry/frustrated/jealous of me. what did i do wrong to them. with all the bullshits that's happening in my life, there are things that i'm proud of and some sinful/bad that i'm really not proud of. for example, i like to pick a fight my parents especially my father. gosh! i blame him for the tough times that i have to go through college coz i don't really like graphic design. at one day i fell like exploding or something coz of the shitloads of assignments that i have to do which i didn't like it at all.


at one time, i wouldn't talk to him for days. i mean days okay. my father likes to bossy around at the house and likes to decide my siblings future. it's like he made a map of us that shows which car will we own, which girl/boy we ahould marry with and ect but i wouldn't dare raise up my voice to my mom coz seriously, i love my mother so much! she means the world to me.she really cares much about me and so do my siblings. here's a fact, my grandparents raised me until i was 5 or 6 coz my parents was busy furthering their studies oversea. i love my grandparents as much as i love my grandparents. they always give me advice on how to grow up and be a man. thank you tok & pah :)


as for friends, they are the best thing that had ever happen to me for the lasts 20 years of my life. some of them are cool/fun/chill/awesome/sociable/outgoing and some of them are annoying/ignorant/selfish/disrespectful/fools but true friends lasts forever biatch! they are that have been sticking with me since i was in kindergarten and we are still best friends only from a thousand miles away. you know who you are. i miss you guys a lot. they are friends that i've just known for bout half a year and became best friends and they are friends that i like to hang out with doing silly & awesome stuff and they are friends who have an open ear to hear your problems & aching heart while solving it along the way. all i can say is that i got lots of good friends. when i mean good, i mean really nice & stuff especially my hometown friends, best friends, college friends and lepaking friends. you guys are awesome. i'm glad to have you as my friends.


budakkacamata. chalo <3

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02 April 2010

Bedroom Galaxy


credits to the author of this picture :)


"Dreams are part of our heart and soul,
Our dreams go to the depths of our thoughts,
Wants, and needs to fulfill our destiny,
In order to fulfill our destiny we must  fulfill our dreams."

J.R. Davis

budakkacamata here. march was a tragic and april's a buzz. let us hope april will be a kick ass month but the great part is i'm going to buy new shoes this month. when i'm putting on new shoes on public, i feel like i'm a whole new person. new shoes means new direction i think. i'm not the kind person who throw away shoes that are broken. i kept them as a sentimental value. i've been kept and wore them since i was form 4. i at least got about 10 pairs or more. i wore them depends on my mood but when i'm feeling happy, i always wore my red everlasts shoe and when i'm feeling okay je, i would wore my army green/beige vans slip ons. i got two of them. the other one is white.

when i'm feeling down, i wore my grey canvas shoes which is made in china but good quality. i can't believe that i wore that shoe for almost a year coz last year wasn't the best year of my life. my current shoe that i'm target to buy is the supra cuban which is costs about 300 ringgit plus if i'm not mistaken. can't wait to put my feet on those baby. yeah! i'm so excited. who cares about college, assignments and stuff when you got to buy new shoes right?

i gues that's all i think. oh yeah, about the whole dreaming thingy, last 3 days i just have the weirdest dream about someone who is my college mate. the dream is so random. it's about the stages of life that i'm going through with her. DAMN! SORRY :(

here's the lyrics to the song which i really like for the moment. the song is called 'last of the american girls' by green day. enjoy :

She puts her makeup on
Like graffiti on the walls of the heartland
She's got her little book of conspiracies
Right in her hand
She is paranoid like
Endangered species headed into extinction
She is one of a kind
She's the last of the American girls

She wears her overcoat
For the coming of the nuclear winter
She is riding her bike
Like a fugitive of critical mass
She's on a hunger strike
For the ones who won't make it for dinner
She makes enough to survive
For a holiday of working class

She's a runaway of the establishment incorporated.
She won't cooperate
She's the last of the American girls

She plays her vinyl records
Singing songs on the eve of destruction
She's a sucker for
All the criminals breaking the laws
She will come in first
For the end of western civilization
She's an endless war
She's a hero for the lost cause
Like a hurricane
In the heart of the devastation
She's a natural disaster
She's the last of the American girls

She puts her makeup on
Like graffiti on the walls of the heartland
She's got her little book of conspiracies
Right in her hand
She will come in first
For the end of western civilization
She's a natural disaster
She's the last of the American girls

budakkacamata. chalo <3

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