isn't she just a darl?
budakkacamata here. it has been a hectic week. the most hectic & tension week i had in 2 months. damn! with assignments & project that i've to pass up before the end of next week which the last week before exam starts. it's such a grand for us art & design student to relax on exams coz most of out marks based on our assignments & projects. this semester i only got one paper only which awesome and i got a muet test. if o i pass this test, i can continue my degree. i really am struggling for my future right now coz i'm not doing so great right now. i can follow but it takes some time for me to get the use of it. i'm in 4th semester right now but i'm trying best. really i am. this week i haven't slept for 2 days. 2 freaking days just to pass up my overdue assignments. at least i pass it up right?
when i'm taking a break from doing my projects for five minutes, i rest for awhile with my 'bantal busuk'. yes people, i have my 'bantal busuk'. not the very very old ones from my early years, it's a new one which i just bought for neat price. the pillow is kinda big & fluffy for now but it will get smelly and all coz it's my 'bantal busuk' biatch. when i'm resting for awhile from my assignments, i always had a deep thought whether i'm going to make it. i'll always questioned myslef, boleh ke aku siap keje nie on time? boleh ke aku dapat 3 pointer and above? boleh ke aku capai ape yang aku nak?
when i questioned myself with these questions, i don't know how to answer it in the simplest way coz it's kinda hard for me to give a straight answer i don't know my capabilities in doing my assignments. sometimes, when i get the rhythm to do my assignments, i will as a fast as i can and as good as i can. i'm not trying over exaggerated or something, it's just i'm proud of myself for finishing my assignments. thumbs up for that. KUDOS
overall at the end of the week when we think all the bullshit that i had to go through, i thinks it kinda okay i guess. it's the same stuff that i go through every week but not every week is a crappy week for me. lets fake a smile and say to myself 'lets go through to this shit again' :)
here's the lyrics to the song 'if it means a lot to you' by a day to remember. enjoy :
[Guy] And Hey darling, I hope you’re good tonight, and I know you don’t feel right when I’m leaving. Yeah I want it, but no I don’t need it. Tell me something sweet to get me by. Cause I can’t come back home till they’re singing. Laa la la la la la la till everyone is singing. If you can wait till I get home,
(I get home)
Then I swear to you that we can make this last.
(Laa la la) If you can wait till I get home,
(I get Home) then I swear come tomorrow this will all be in our past. Well it might be for the best.
[Girl] “And Hey sweetie, I need you here tonight, and I know that you don’t want to be leaving me. Yeah you want, but I can’t help it. I just feel complete when you’re by my side. But I know you can’t come home till they’re singing” La la la la la la la
[Guy] Till everyone is singing.
(Laa la la la la la la ) If you can wait till I get home,
(I get home) then I swear to you that we can make this last.
(Laa la la) If you can wait till I get home,
(I get home) then I swear come tomorrow this will all be in our past. Well it might be for the best.
[Girl ]“You know you can’t give me what I need, and even though you mean so much to me. I can’t wait though everything.
[Guy]” Is this really happening? I swear I’ll never be happy again, and don’t you dare say we can just be friends. I’m not some boy that you can sway.
[Both]“ We knew it’d happen eventually.”
[All] La la la la la la la. Now everybody’s singing. La La la la la la la. Now everybody’s singing la la la la la la la
[Guy] If you can wait till I get home.
[All] (now everybody’s singing la la la la la la la)
[Guy] Then I swear we can make this last.
[All](now everybody’s singing la la la la la la la)
[Guy] If you can wait till I get home,
[All] Now everybody’s singing la la la la la la la.
Then I swear we can make this last.
[All] (Now everybody’s singing la)
(I get home)
Then I swear to you that we can make this last.
(Laa la la) If you can wait till I get home,
(I get Home) then I swear come tomorrow this will all be in our past. Well it might be for the best.
[Girl] “And Hey sweetie, I need you here tonight, and I know that you don’t want to be leaving me. Yeah you want, but I can’t help it. I just feel complete when you’re by my side. But I know you can’t come home till they’re singing” La la la la la la la
[Guy] Till everyone is singing.
(Laa la la la la la la ) If you can wait till I get home,
(I get home) then I swear to you that we can make this last.
(Laa la la) If you can wait till I get home,
(I get home) then I swear come tomorrow this will all be in our past. Well it might be for the best.
[Girl ]“You know you can’t give me what I need, and even though you mean so much to me. I can’t wait though everything.
[Guy]” Is this really happening? I swear I’ll never be happy again, and don’t you dare say we can just be friends. I’m not some boy that you can sway.
[Both]“ We knew it’d happen eventually.”
[All] La la la la la la la. Now everybody’s singing. La La la la la la la. Now everybody’s singing la la la la la la la
[Guy] If you can wait till I get home.
[All] (now everybody’s singing la la la la la la la)
[Guy] Then I swear we can make this last.
[All](now everybody’s singing la la la la la la la)
[Guy] If you can wait till I get home,
[All] Now everybody’s singing la la la la la la la.
Then I swear we can make this last.
[All] (Now everybody’s singing la)
budakkacamata. chalo <3
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