meorbudakkacamata

budakkacamata here. today i've just got my haircut. the outcome looks awesome and i'm very satisfied my new haircut. my new haircut looks exactly like the picture above. my best friend kevin brought me to this haircut place near my house where they cut your hair with what you want your hair to look like and the hairstylist there are very professional at doing their job. now i just find my usual spot to cut my hair and the cut&wash is cheap, only 20 bucks. after the cutting session with kevin, we go dinner at carl's junior and watched percy jackson with naveen. this is the second time i watch percy jackson. i would say it's a decent action movie for teenagers but the fx was frickin' awesome. today was awesome but overall, i'm really really satisfied with my new haircut and i can't wait to show it to my friends. lastly, i don't feel 'serabut' anymore like i used to :)

budakkacamata here. hell yeah to the words above. i just want to say that when the people around you gave a hard time, just tough it out and move forward. i don't understand why some people don't like me when i'm at peace. do i did something wrong? just tell me ok. don't treat me like crap in front of my other friends and for the past 3 days, my college life has given me tons of assignments to finish and lots of overdue deadline but hey, at least i'm passed up my assignments rather than not to. my current assignment that i've done is the worst artwork i've ever done. my lecturer said the direction is wrong, the message that i'm trying to deliver doesn't shows at all and he said that he doesn't like my artwork at all with a soothing tone i guess.

budakkacamata here. isn't it wonderul enjoying the monday sunset by drinking vanilla coke with your friends and watch as sunset goes down. i wish i'm having that moment right now to enjoy myself being free and forget about the little things. i don't know why i am asking myself whether i'm moving on or still have feelings for jane doe. it's like everytime when i bump into her, i have that weird/fuzzy/weakening/dizzy kind of feeling whenever i'm around her. YA ALLAH, please show me a sign whether she's still into me or not. if not, i understand the circumstances. maybe there's a better girl than jane doe for me in the future, i hope. i recently read a page on facebook which call '50 things girls wish guys knew' and one of them 'was eye contact is key'. well, the truth is that i don't do an eye contact with jane doe at all even the little things. sometimes, when i have the chance, i would like 'curi panda/usha2' jane doe eventhough we're sitting far away. some of my friends questioned me 'why you still have feelings for her when she's treating you like crap as a friend?' and i answered 'i don't know. its like she have this weird kind of aura that attracts me everytime when we intertwined and sometimes, i'm having this weird dream that i'm having a relationship with her as lovers but that's just a dream not a reality. dang!

now i feel that i'm pulling myself away from her. i mean that my interest for her has gone down. maybe she's not the one for me. she's better with someone else i think but i will always be happy for her even when i don't have the chance to with her. it's been great to be friends with her but hey, everyone's going gaga over her. overall, i'm not comfortable with my current situation right now and i'm going to be quiet for the week and be anonymous to everyone for the time being.

enjoy the lyrics to my fav indie band 'he is we' with the song 'give it all' :

budakkacamata here. this band above is sick and weird when it comes to performing on stage. this band is called attack! attack! and there are awesome by their sounds. i don't really call them metal but they kinda sound like metal and it's good. the riff is awesome, the breakdown of each song is sick as hell, the scream is hellacious and the vocals in kinda shitty but overall the band is good. the music genre that they are referring to is kinda like metal, pop, rock, a little bit of rapping, sick breakdown, bring-down-the-house intro and killer auto-tunes vocals. they're nothing compare to other bands when it comes performing on stage. they're awesome!

budakkacamata here. tada! here's the twin i never knew i had. he's one of my schoolmate/sheeshamate that i use to hang out with. well, i hang out sheeshaing with him just now and one of my friends took a picture of me with him/post it off on facebook. 'YOU CAN SEE THE RESEMBLANCE' XDD

budakkacamata here. here's a random things that happened to me just now. i bumped into my senior here in cherating. he's a great guy but can be annoying sometimes. so random right? here's a random quote from me :

budakkacamata here. first of all, i would like to wish a happy chinese new year to my chinese friends and a happy valentines day to my christians/chinese/indian friends. here's a little introduction on my favourite color red :

- red is frequently used as a symbol of guilt, sin and anger, often as connected with blood or sex

- the color red is associated with lust, passion, love, and beauty as well. Research has shown that men find women who are wearing red more attractive

- red is also used as a symbol of courage and sacrifice, as in blood spilt in sacrifice or courage in the face of lethal danger

- statistics have shown that red cars are more likely to be involved in accidents

if you want to know, the color red is my fav color out of all colors. i don't know why i love red because each time i'm wearing a red t, it makes me happy just to show that i like the color red. recently, i bought a red everlasts shoe which i like a lot. i always wear them whenever i feel like wearing them. overall, red is awesome.

my mid semester break just started yesterday and here i am now enjoying the sunny sunshine of terengganu with my family/cousins and dang! the wind blowing here is so cold even in the afternoon/evening. the beach is awesome but the food are much awesomer. ikan bakar, satar, otak - otak, keropok lekkor etc. it's a great feeling enjoying myself relaxing on the beach and blogging. the ocean here is as bright as the sky. i feel free and calm to forget my hectic college life. no worries and no problems to think of. it's been awhile since i have a holiday with my family. holidays are awesome especially spending it with our love ones! :)

here's the lyrics to the song 'america underwater' by lovehatehero. this song reminds me of having fun with our love ones while on holidays

I used to feel so invincible
'Til I was seconds away from losing everything
There's nothing worse than feeling alone
And my world was falling
With no one to catch me
It all seems to trivial
I guess I'm not as strong
Not even close

I'm on my own
Never been more afraid to leave
Our love has gone
Hand in hand and we'll sing this song
We've lost our homes
It's only gonna get better
If we work as one
Tomorrow can be brighter for us all

It's all over now and again and maybe after
I can just skip straight through the second chapter
Wake up with my whole life around me
Bring twice is falling to pieces

It can't be worse than feeling alone
And my world was falling
With no one to catch me
It all seems so trivial
I guess I'm not as strong
Not even close

I'm on my own
Never been more afraid to leave
Our love has gone
Hand in hand and we'll sing this song
We've lost our homes
It's only gonna get better
If we work as one
Tomorrow can be brighter for us all

We're a part of it
Can't deny it
Our hearts are all bleeding as one
From the east side, to the west side
I'll turn my back on no one

I'm on my own
Never been more afraid to leave
Our love has gone
Hand in hand and we'll sing this song
We've lost our homes
It's only gonna get better
If we work as one
Tomorrow can be brighter for us all

budakacamata. chalo <3

budakkacamata here and i would like to say :

budakkacamata here. it's a sad sad expression to say that 3 of my friends have gone to australia to further their studies. 3 of them is my fav buddies to hang out. one of them is my best friend mustaffa muhd and the other two is good friend of moose's that i've met which we became close friends. they name is muhammad zhafran and hanis farah. dang! i'm going to miss them a lot especially the shisha outing that we do together. i will uploads a photo of them off to aussie a.s.a.p.