19 October 2011

Hello & Goodbye

(These streets are crowded
With cowards disguised as men.
They are paying no consequence
For their actions, so we'll all give in.)

I say the same things
Over and over and over again,
But you act like
You've never heard them.
We were created to set an example.
So what is this, what is this?

This is the same old story,
This is the same old scene.
We're living our lives right out of a magazine,
I guess we'll never know!

(Have we gone from little to less,
To nothing at all, nothing at all?)

(It seems like every soul
Has been sold for a dollar or less.
So I guess we'll never know
How good it could have been.)
How good it could have been!

(Savor every breath
That enters your lungs,
I promise it won't last forever.
And by the time you realize
You were wrong, you'll be far gone.)

Savor every breath
That enters your lungs,
I promise it won't last forever.
And by the time you realize
You were wrong, you'll be far gone!

Follow me or back out now.
Follow me with all your heart
Or back out, back out now!

(We all swim in a sea of sea of pride,
Where character is rare.
With every passing day,
It only gets worse
And no on seems to care.)

We all die wondering what if I-
What if I would have tried?
And while you're begging
For life on you knees,
You'll realize you were never happy!

(Have we gone from little to less,
To nothing at all, nothing at all?)

(It seems like every soul
Has been sold for a dollar or less.
I guess we'll never know
How good it could have been.)

The clouds begin to move in rhythm,
There is a storm in the sky.

I will cause a disaster,
Create an earthquake
And watch as you shake.
I will cause a disaster,
Watch you as you shake!

We all die wondering what if I-
What if I would have tried?
What if I would have tried?

I guess we'll never know!

(It seems like every soul
Has been sold for a dollar or less.
I guess we'll never know
How good it could have been.)
How good it could have been!





THIS BAND CHANGED MY LIFE
MMF FOR LIFE!

16 June 2011

What Is Love Actually?

13 June 2011

CRUSH

got a big big crush on this girl & i hope that she's the one :/

07 June 2011

Old Friends, Awesome Times




a good friend of mine slash bandmates slash bassist slash japanese longkang monster

31 May 2011

I Am Your Batman :)


CREATIVITY IS A LUXURY

24 May 2011

This Is Not The End, This Is Just The Beginning.

these eyes are screaming out for something new to happen but the expression kindles the heart

10 May 2011

formspring.me

feel free to give me random q's & i'll answer it :) http://formspring.me/japaneserojak

08 May 2011

apa yang korang buat if ada orang cakap belakang sal korang ? =__=

buat relax je & remember, karma kan ada. what goes around, comes around :)

feel free to give me random q's & i'll answer it :)

28 April 2011

What would your dream vacation be?

somewhere that's cold but not that cold with some friends. sipping some hot chocolate with a marshmallow inside of it, a bbq, a shisha, awesome movies (hd of course), a gaming console, awesome games, awesome food and great place to stay & sleep. that's about it i guess :)

feel free to give me random q's & i'll answer it :)

20 April 2011

MOOD : EMPTY & FRUST
LOCATION : TBUN NILAI
LISTENING TO : JAR OF HEARTS BY SAM TSUI

REALLY NEED SOMETHING LIKE THIS RIGHT NOW

17 April 2011

What is your favorite type of weather? :)

you know that type of weather when the rain suddenly stop & the sun shine brightly. so yeah, that type of weather :)

feel free to give me random q's & i'll answer it :)

11 April 2011

Saat Genting Bermula Esok

WORK, SLEEPLESS NIGHTS, MORE WORK, FIZZY/SUGARY DRINKS, LATE DINNER, SUPER LATE SUPPER, WORK SOME MORE, SOME BREAHTER, A LITTLE SLEEP, SOME PRINTING, DRIVING FAST, ACHING BODY, TAKE AWAY FOOD & THE WORKS

WISH ME LUCK

06 April 2011

I'll Be Ok, Just Not Today.

I Hate The FEELING Of Knowing
Exactly What I WANT
But Being TOO AFRAID
To Go OUT & Get IT



 

02 April 2011

These Tired Eyes




HAPPY APRIL YOU FOOLS!

here's a lyric from live a little by gym class heroes. my favorite song so far :)

Can you feel the urgency?
Like a needle pulling out
Can you feel the urgency?

Pulses of anxiety
We're just faces in the crowd
Pulses of anxiety.

Are these the lies that we've been taught to believe?
Are these the lives that we have opted to lead?
Uh oh, uh oh

Staring at the clock
I hear each tick and tock
And they whisper that I lost the race,
But I won't fucking stop

I'll hold you by my side
I need you here tonight
Cause' if we're gonna' lose this thing
Then we're goin' out in style.

Time will replace reality
Now we are peaking through the hours
Time will replace reality.

So I grasp for sanity
I refuse to be devoured
So I grasp for sanity.

Are these the lies that were taught to believe?
Are these the lives we have opted to lead?
Uh oh, uh oh.

Staring at the clock
I hear each tick and tock
And they whisper that I lost the race,
But I won't fucking stop.

I'll hold you by my side
I need you here to fight
Cause' if we're gonna' lose this thing
Then we're goin' out in style.


budakkacamata. chalo <3

23 March 2011

Reality Strikes In

MOOD : EMPTY
LOCATION : TBUN CC NILAI
LISTENING TO : TAKE ONE LAST BREATH BY ABANDON ALL SHIPS
DRINKING : SEASON'S ICE LEMON TEA

I'M CONFUSE FOR THE PAST 2 WEEKS & I NEED HELP

20 March 2011

Slip Back Out Of Whack


the lads from new york have come back with a new record called 'angles' & it sounds promising. i'm a big strokes fan since i heard 'someday' when i was in high school. i don't know how to describe their genre but it's a 'i don't give a fuck & i wanna chill all day with my friends' feeling when i'm hear to one of their songs. kudos to them. i got nothing else to talk about cause been kinda down lately and busy with final year project. someone fuck up my shisha big time cause i was very looking of having a good shisha despite with the cold weather & the tons of assignments but last night was the worst shisha session ever. end of story. i need a miracle right now! #foreveralone :(


Slip back out of whack, 
At your best. 
It's a nightmare, 
So I'm joining the army. 

Know how folks back out, 
I'll still call. 
Will you wait for me now? 

We've got the right to live, fight to use it, 
Got everything and you can just choose it, 
I won't just be a puppet on a string. 

Don't go that way. 
I'll wait for you. 

And I'm tired of all your friends 
Listening at your door 
And I want, 
What's better for you. 

So long, my friend 
And adversary. 
Oh, but I'll wait for you. 

Get dressed, jump out of bed 
You do it best. 

Are you OK? 
I've been out around this town 
Everybody's singing the same song for ten years. 

I'll wait for you. 
Will you wait for me too? 

And they sacrifice their lives, 
And they're lying about those odds. 
Oh they've said it a billion times, 
And they'll say it again. 
So long, my adversary 
And friend. 

Don't go that way. 
I'll wait for you. 

I'm tired of all your friends, 
Knocking down your door. 
Get up in the morning and give it your all. 
So long, my friend 
And adversary. 

Oh I'll wait for you.
<3

14 March 2011

An Epiphany

a dilemma indeed i'm having right now

a crisis/shamble/alert is what i'm having right now. a continuance of study that i'm referring to right now with a couple of bumps & few heart aches along the way. why is it so hard for me to understand that study is a reality of things which gives you hard times, sleepless nights & lots of caffeine consumption.

i'm the type of dude that doesn't care about consequences & doesn't give crap bout the things i done. all i wanna do is to finish what i started. 2 more months to go before i finish my diploma. it's a hectic month especially this month. my schedule is jammed packed with assessment/re-assessment review every friday until april. damn!

i can't think straight sometimes when i watch the dates. it's all about this & that. i'm not trying to nag, brag or anything. it's just life can really bring you down sometimes. what is life without ups & downs right? when i'm on my downs/darkest hour, i just suck it up & move on no matter what the consequences are. that's my motivation that made me who i am today. i'm not ashamed of who i am. sure there's a few rough edges but i'm all good. at the end of the day, i got my family & friends (i mean the good ones) to back me up.

BUT THE BIG QUESTION IS RIGHT NOW. UiTM OR NO UiTM OR PRIVATE?
THAT QUESTION HAVE BEEN PLAYING ON MY MIND SINCE LAST YEAR

Youth Knows No Pain

'going cooky over mustaches'

have an awesome march madness you guys :)

05 March 2011

Procrastination Will Eventually Kill Me

HAPPY SATURDAY ROMANCE PEOPLE :)

budakkacamata. chalo <3

04 March 2011

MAN THE FUCK UP WILL YA!



man the fuck up.

"just because you might not have many friends outside the virtual space, doesn't mean you're pathetic. you have friends & there are people that care about you. it doesn't matter what you do or what you do it with, as long as you enjoy it. stop feeling sorry for yourself and enjoy your life and the things you do."


"if you don't like the way your life is going, do something about it. stop feeling sorry for yourself like some emo little bitch who still lives with his parents and wears his sister's pants."


"you are a real person. you're brilliant and clever in your own way, and nobody can take that away from you. so stop whining and just enjoy your life. there are so many people outside of your little world that have it much worse off than you. stop being such a pussy and man the fuck up!"


thanks for the words 9gag

budakkacamata. chalo <3

26 February 2011

NINJAH!

meorbudakacamata here :


NINJAH!

20 February 2011

Totoro

i want one :(

totoro slip ons design by studio ghibli

19 February 2011

DAMN!


budakkacamata here :

salam & a very good evening/night. sheesh! i think i just woke up or something. damn! i can't even remember what time i woke . maybe i woke up & fell asleep again. i think. i'm not doing drugs, alcohol or anything. it's just my sleep pattern is just really messed up & at some certain times, i feel confuse when i wake up or when i'm finishing one of my assignments but today was the worst. i don't want to mention your name or anything but if you're reading this, i think it's that you need to know. not trying to sound desperate or what, it's just feels better if you know that i kinda  miss you in certain ways until just for the past one week where you invade my dreams & a lot. i mean there's a time where in a blink of a moment where you crossed my mind. i don't know why but some things or some place just reminds me of you.

okay! back to the story where i was dreaming of you. YA ALLAH! i thought the dream was very lucid & you were right there. we were talking, have fun & hanging out at a cafe. is it me or there's something messing my head. i don't know but i slept well last night with the dreams that i'm having. it's not some kind of a wet dream okay! huhuhhhh.. believe me it's NOT! it's a kind of dream where you dream about a random girl that you really like or maybe my dream is just a random dream where i dream of you or it's something else. only god knows. only time will tell. well my family is out for kampung. it's just me & my little brother. he's out skateboarding. maybe i just hang out with my friends & i have a shisha or two. one of my friends just came back from johor to enjoy the weekend. i don't know what to eat for dinner. maybe i cook something out from the kitchen after this. all i can say about today occurrence is that i think i miss you or something. i really like you. i hope i can see in the near future.



budakkacamata. chalo <3

10 February 2011

The 1st Avenger

22.7.11

08 February 2011

whats the worst lie u ever tell?

telling lies to my parents :/

feel free to give me random q's & i'll answer it :)

Drowning In Slow Motion

liyana fizi :)

Like I Knew Everything Except For You & Me

'HAPPY FEBRUARY!'

30 January 2011

Flashback TIME!

"it's good to feel necessary"
john mayer

is it too late to go back?

24 January 2011

Kalau kita suka someone, kita patut buat apa untuk buat org tu sukakan kita balik?

just be yourself in front of that 'someone' & more caring towards them i guess :)

feel free to give me random q's & i'll answer it :)

23 January 2011

Mengapa?

budakkacamata here :

mood : why
listening to : last night by good charlotte
drinking : ice coffee
thinking of : why me?


why? mengapa? ä¸ºä»€ä¹ˆ? waarom? pourquoi? warum? perché?

22 January 2011

Status Numero Uno

mood : discontent

location : my room

listening to : mr. owl ate my metal worm by d.r.u.g.s.

drinking : sky juice

needs : fixie bike & a good time

wearing : black t & a boxer

thinking of : how my 21st birthday will be like. i bet i'll be celebrate it alone at my rent place

21 January 2011

& It's Awesome

happy friday people & enjoy the weekends :)

budakkacamata. chalo <3

17 January 2011

Holly GERABAK!

'YOU CAN BE MY YOKO ONO <3'


'courtesy of hollygrabarek.blogspot.com'

budakkacamata. chalo <3

12 January 2011

Let's Leave No Words Unspoken


budakkacamata here & here's my song of the week :)


I'm always screaming my lungs out 

till my head starts spinning. 
Playing my songs is the way 
I cope with life. Won't keep my voice down. 
Know the words I speak are the thoughts
I think out loud. 
I like to keep things honest. 
I'm a safe bet like your life's 
staked on it. For real. 
I'd hate to keep you all wondering. 
I'm constant like the seasons, 
and I will never be forgotten man.



Let's leave no words unspoken 
and save regrets for the broken. 
Will you even look back when you think of me?
All I want is a place to call my own, 
to mend the hearts of everyone 
who feels alone (whoa) 
You know to keep your hopes up high 
and your head down low.



Keep your hopes up high and your head down low.



Still got something left to prove. 
It tends to keep things movin. 
While everyone around me 
says my last days are looming 
overhead but just what the hell 
do they think they know? 
I keep my head above the water 
while they drown in the undertow.



Let's leave no words unspoken 
and save regrets for the broken. 
Will you even look back when you think of me?
All I want is a place to call my own, 
to mend the hearts of everyone 
who feels alone (whoa) 
You know to keep your hopes up high 
and your head down low.



All I want is a place to call my own, 
to mend the hearts of everyone 
who feels alone (whoa) 
You know to keep your hopes up high 
and your head down low.



If you take it from me, 
live your life for yourself. 
Cause when it's all said and done 
you don't need anyone else.(come on)



So let's get back to when 
everything seemed perfect. 
Not a worry in the world, 
so tell me was this all worth it? 
I do what I want, 
so everyones always judging me. 
I'm not afraid of anything, 
and I've got the whole world in front of me.



All I want is a place to call my own, 
to mend the hearts of everyone 
who feels alone (whoa) 
You know to keep your hopes up high 
and your head down low.



All I want is a place to call my own, 
to mend the hearts of everyone 
who feels alone (whoa) 
You know to keep your hopes up high 
and your head down low.



Keep your heads down low.
Keep your heads down low.
Keep your hopes up high and your head down low.

this song really makes me productive & stay positive everyday :)

budakkacamata . chalo <3

09 January 2011

Lomo Schmoyo Pt. 1

budakkacamata here :










budakkacamata. chalo <3

Patience Is All I Need


budakkacamata here :

' sorry for the short post cause i'm having an emotional breakdown :( '

what is patience? well here it is

Patience is the state of endurance under difficult circumstances, which can mean persevering in the face of delay or provocation without acting on annoyance/anger in a negative way or exhibiting forbearance when under strain, especially when faced with longer-term difficulties. Patience is the level of endurance one's character can take before negativity. It is also used to refer to the character trait of being steadfast.Or which you can wait for things.


budakkacamata. chalo <3

08 January 2011

A Tantrum



budakkacamata here :


'18 hari lagi nak 21 tapi lately mood asyik nak marah orang je keje'

07 January 2011

Better Off This Way



budakkacamata here :



I hate this town, it's so washed up
And all my friends don't give a fuck
They'll tell me that it's just bad luck
When will I find where I fit in?
2, 3, 4!

Remember when I tried?
I never strayed too far from you
Forever by your side
No matter what I was going through
But now I never know the things to say to you
That help me prove that I'm still on your side
I never show just what you do to me
Cause I'm what's always wrong
I hate this town, it's so washed up
And all my friends don't give a fuck
They'll tell me that it's just bad luck
When will I find where I fit in?
I hate this town 

'Cause no one can understand
I just can't be tied down
Nothing comes between me and my plans
So now I never know the things to say to you
That help me prove that I'm still on your side
I never show just what you do to me
Cause I'm what's always wrong
I hate this town, it's so washed up
And all my friends don't give a fuck
They'll tell me that it's just bad luck
When will I find where I fit in?
And don't believe a word they're telling to you
Don't believe a word they're telling to you
They let me down
When will I find where I fit in?
I hate this town

My world cannot ever bring me down
Gave everything I had to turn it back around
Cause our time's worth something, bigger than both you and me
I can't live my life always backing down
I gotta do this right, then they can't make a sound
Cause I'm not here for nothing, 
least I can say I stand for something
You and me, we stand for something

I hate this town, it's so washed up
And all my friends don't give a fuck
They'll tell me that it's just bad luck
When will I find where I fit in?

And don't believe a word they're telling to you
Don't believe a word they're telling to you
They let me down
When will I find where I fit in?
I hate this town


this song really sums it up :)

budakkacamata. chalo <3