meorbudakkacamata: July 2010

30 July 2010

It Was Your World Baby And I Just Lived In It

budakkacamata here. these 5 dashing dudes above knows how to write lyrics about romance, having a bad day, remembering someone, heartaches and relationships especially the middle one cause he's the vocalist of the band. i really enjoy his song writing & vocals a lot. this week i've ended killing my time listening to their new album and avenged sevenfold's 'nightmare' album. they're fricking awesome. they sound fantastic. they have a talent to make their song sounds more awesome by performing an acoustic set for the fans. they acoustic sets never fail to amaze me.

here's the lyrics to their song 'right girl' from their latest album 'black & white' by the maine. enjoy :

Got caught running up the tab, couldn't drive home so I had to share a cab

Introduce herself by her last name, the kind of girl you steal from the football team

Brought up the silverspoon mess, always trying to tear off her catholic dress

Told me she's over this place, needs to feel the midwest wind in her face

But the alcohol made it's way down

She was the last thing that I saw last night before I hit the ground

Oh god I did the wrong thing to a right girl

My mind was only in it for a minute

Had a bad fling with a good girl

I was stupid, and dumb, not giving a (HEY!)

The blank stare, out the window

If I could just sober up I could just admit

I did the wrong thing, to the right girl

It was your world baby and I just lived in it

I've never been the best with my mouth

Trying to stay smart but the dumb comes out

Maybe I'm shy, drive an old car

Maybe I'm amazed that I got this far

And I got my stand-bys waiting on the line

But the hardest part is knowing that it won't be her this time

Oh god I did the wrong thing to the right girl

My mind was only in it for a minute

Had a bad fling with a good girl

I was stupid, and dumb, not giving a (HEY!)

The blank stare, out the window

If I could just sober up I could just admit

I did the wrong thing, to the right girl

It was your world baby and I just lived in it

Please, please, baby come back

She came back, thought she had it all planned out

Went to marry some guy she had talked about

A tear in her dress and a tear in her eye

Just like that her whole life flashed by

She won't remember what you said last night

That if you ever needed someone to pick up the pieces in your life

Oh god I did the wrong thing to the right girl

My mind was only in it for a minute

Had a bad fling with a good girl

I was stupid, and dumb, not giving a (HEY!)

The blank stare, out the window

If I could just sober up I could just admit

I did the wrong thing, to the right girl

It was your world baby and I just lived in it

Please, please, baby come back

budakkacamata. chalo <3

Neverending

budakkacamata here.

onto a never ending journey where we meet into the depth of the surrounding when the bustle streets chirping their way to shimmering night. sins had darken the very thin fabric of a man and let light wash it away. the thought of you sweeps into my mind. surely know that we share the same discomfort every time we intertwined. an undying feeling towards a being.

i can't believe i typed this crap. am i getting poetic? kinda boring with the thoughts that i put in this post.

update for this week

college was awesome so far. thanks for the lecturer for cancelling classes all day so i can sleep my way to neverland. drove a lot, sleep a lot, play games a lot with my housemate. i was getting bored until avenged sevenfold's drop out 3 days. damn! i tell you the new album is awesome and wicked. my faith was going pretty good cause i was praying the most part. getting the used of it again. thank you ALLAH S.W.T.

i wish the digi coverage in sepang was higher than the other phone networks. i pity maxis user cause the line this week and last was a disaster. if i'm not mistaken the owner of maxis is indian. that's what i heard la. my cousin got a baby boy today. congrats kak nina. i miss my late cousin aiman. i miss you a lot bro. i'm enjoying myself playing pool with my friends. i don't know why but kinda relaxing in a way. who cares if the plastic ball goes in or not but it would be pretty frustrating if ball doesn't go in countless times.

my mom would get a bit overreacted if she watch a tv show about buildings, weird stuff and so on. it can be irritating for once in a while and funny for me to watch my mom over reacting to a cooking show. i will laugh my silly ass for it. most of my hometown friends will come back to pj for the weekends. hoping for an awesome hang out with them. they're good friends indeed. shisha till we drop. laugh till we cry :D

budakkacamata. chalo <3

24 July 2010

Tired

I need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kinda boring
Need something that I can confess

'Til all my sleeves are stained red
From all the truth that I've said
Come by it honestly I swear
Thought you saw me wink, no
I've been on the brink, so

Tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
I'm sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect line
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

My God, amazing how we got this far
It's like we're chasing all those stars
Who's driving shiny big black cars
And everyday I see the news
All the problems that we could solve

And when a situation rises
Just write it into an album
Singing straight, too cold
I don't really like my flow, no, so

Tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
I'm sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect line
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

Oh, got no reason, got not shame
Got no family I can blame
Just don't let me disappear
I'ma tell you everything

Tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
I'm sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect line
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

So Tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
I'm sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect line
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away
All my secrets away, all my secrets away

: tired/confuse/maturing/wasting/regret/repeat/ignoring/jealous/frustrating/angry/angst/sore/broken/bothered

budakkacamata. chalo <3

16 July 2010

Pieces Of Me

budakkacamata here. fate or coincidence? i would say coincidence because i don't believe much in fate. it's easily for people to mix up fate with coincidence. every time when people is mix up with the people that we like for the same reason, they think that they've been fated to be in love. i always fall for that thing once in awhile. it's cheesy and kinda romantic right? when fate doesn't comes for you, build a door for it to come. the truth is, i don't have the confidence or guts to approach to someone of the opposite sex. you can say that i'm shy and i'm not scared by admitting it. i've been that way since i was little. i don't know why but i feel like i was going to die when i talk to a beautiful yet intelligent random girl. i always had thing towards girls with short hair. damn! these type of girls makes me go crazy over them. it makes my small heart grows like a balloon fill with helium and i suck the helium while screaming 'i love girls with short hair' like a chipmunk.

three words for these type of girls : drop dead gorgeous

budakkacamata. chalo <3

12 July 2010

East Technology College

budakkacamata here. college's been great with all the crazy subjects with the wild & crazy house mates but an itch been bother me about the place where i study cause it's not the best thing that they ever done so far. sure you can see the glitz and the glamor in front but at the back, i can tell things does not looking so well for the me and the other students. here's the unruly facts that you have to know about the my college :

fact 1
as u know that the uitm students at this college are kinda rebellious especially the male students. there's this hostel where uitm students live in named taman kenanga & taman mawar. just a couple of weeks before our semester break's about to end, the new warden who cares a watch for the uitm students suddenly kicked out all of the uitm students. that's kinda fucked up right? and you know the reasoning why they've been sack from their hostels? cause the overloads of the a levels newbie. i don't know why this happen but something telling me that they head people of the college had a thing for the a levels student. BIAS!

fact 2
i heard the new warden is a pain in the ass. the new demon of the college but i kinda miss the old warden. he's one heck of guy to talk to but he's also one of my english lecturer though. thank god i live in a rented place with my house mates.

fact 3
the rules for the students is ridiculously insane. it feels like i'm still studying in a school or something. the male students hair can't touch the collar of the shirt and can't cover the ears also. what the fuck! *i know that i curse a lot lately* you can only wear black/dark blue jeans only and i love the fact that some of the students don't the rules anymore *thumbs up*

that's about it i guess. p/s : i really hate the college and how the systems works. atrocity with full of shit. that's the right words to say about my college but the lecturers is awesome. it's the little things that count :)

budakkacamata. chalo <3

09 July 2010

The Subjects Await Me

budakkacamata here. its been weeks since i write my last posts. i really miss my readers a lot. when i mean 'a lot' it mean fuck loads of misses. last 4 days ago i have just started my college for the fifth which is my 5th semester and another one to go. after that, well maybe i further my studies doing degree or starting a shisha shop with my closes friends. this new semester does not look good for me at all cause recently when i register myself at the college hall with my ridiculously long hair, i can say that all of the lecturers, my friends, the new students & parents were pretty shock by the looks of it. as if they have never seen a man with a long hair before. some of my friends were good enough for complementing my hair along the way which is awesome by the way. you guys are cool. thumbs up for that.

the weird part is that i was the guy who had long hair in the college hall and the first person that notice my hair was my lecturer who has 'bad aura' for male students with long hair. i don't know why but he was pretty piss off with my hair. as i can recall, i remember looking at his old college pictures that he had hair as long as mine. come to think of it, i think he misses the olden days where he got his long fluffy hair. after the hellacious registration, it's hard to say this but i was on the way driving to the barber salon to cut my long hair. damn! i'm going miss the hair so much. i named my hair zooey. i know its a girl name but i treat my hair like woman. trust me :)

usually i have a sense that the haircut session going to end with a bad scream or a hysterical laugh by my friends but i really like by the looks of it. really suits me in a good way. after the cut, i feel very weird about myself cause usually i always flip my hair with my fingers. gosh! the day after. i fell ill for two days straight and thank god my classes haven't started yet. maybe because of the hair cutting i guess. poor zooey. don't worry baby, you will grow back. longer and smoother

i just started my class yesterday and the best part is when i looked at my timetable that i don't have classes on friday. wednesday and thursday i only have classes in the morning and after that, free for the whole day. i never felt too much freedom at college before. wish me luck peeps. i bet this semester going to be a hard one even though the subjects are less.

i post up a new song by all time low. they did a cover of 'alejandro' by lady gaga. i have to admit that their cover for this song is frickin' amazing :)

budakkacamata. chalo <3

meorbudakkacamata

30 July 2010

It Was Your World Baby And I Just Lived In It

Neverending

24 July 2010

Tired

16 July 2010

Pieces Of Me

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East Technology College

09 July 2010

The Subjects Await Me

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