27 October 2010

Alhamdulillah

budakkacamata here.


Alhamdulillah or Elhamdulillah (الحمد لله) is anArabic phrase meaning "Praise to God" or "All praise is due to Allah"


p/s : out of all the crap i have been through, i'm grateful for the things that i have especially my family and friends. they're the best. even in ups and downs, they'll always support no matter what but there's something i'm not very grateful of which is my love life. i don't know why but i'm sure there's someone for me out there that Allah has prepared for me. who knows if could be one of my friends or someone new that i haven't even met yet. it just takes time. sorry for the short posts. been busy with work, exams, family & friends :)


budakkacamata. chalo <3

22 October 2010

The Fixies



budakkacamata here :


'my new hobby/obsession :)'

budakkacamata. chalo <3

Struggles & Throughout


budakkacamata here. damn! i kinda miss blogging a lot. i have been out of the radar for months i guess because of the heavy assignments & crap that i have to go through. it's been hitting hard on me physically and mentally but never personally especially the assignments. my sleeping pattern had been pretty messed up since the last 2 months. i don't sleep at night and i usually slept at the evenings. kinda suck but it get my work really well. my final year is kinda sleepless, tired, depressing, thirsty & hot. the weather is a bitch especially in sepang cause last tuesday was the worst and i almost had a heat stroke. it was hot as heck. the outcome of it is that i have severe fever for 3 days. i can't stand up, i have to sleep all day which is not cool at all plus with the weather, i'm feeling thirsty all the time, dizzy and all. it was awful! more awful than last year's fever.


when the final year arrive for the graphic student. there's two things you need to worry about which is harsh criticism & bitchy lecturers. i don't mind them at all cause they've been kinda like that with me from the start cause of my attitude with them. i don't give a crap about it but at least i do my work & pass them all up. i don't like to complain but i keep it to myself or in other words, i complain to myself not like other people & don't be a dick about it but there's no perfection in anyone cause last monday i almost thrown a tantrum at one of my lecturers. the truth is, i have an anger issues but i founded a way to control it. for example, having a shisha or playing games to calm me down or shuffle random songs on my ipod but hey, i really calms me down :)


there's mo to come plus i'm still tired from the college & assignments even though it's over. i just started my final exam which is not that much. so expect a lot of posts from me this week or next week.


budakkacamata. chalo <3

09 October 2010

Busy & Lazy

budakkacamata here. been busy with assignments & assessment piling up. i hate this feeling. sleepless nights & lots coffee/tea/fizzy stuff to drink to kept me awake. i really need a good sleep. will keep you up with updates. sorry. please follow me on twitter if you want to. it's MeorHaffiz. wish me luck for the finals, sleepless nights and the creativity. toodles :)


budakkacamata. chalo <3

01 October 2010

The Rich Gets Raped & The Poor Grew Old

budakkacamata here. hello october and goodbye sucky september plus the raya rush. things have been getting painful & worse. am i sounding desperate? thank god there's an event at college called adholic event for art & design student. i'm participating in t'shirt design contest which i really like. design horror & cute stuff on a t-shirt manually with a fabric marker which is effin' awesome. college sucks and also my friends. i don't know why every time when i want to hang out with my friends, they always giving the same bullshit like 'i'm outside', 'i'm kinda busy right now, i'll confirm with you late' and the outcome of this one is where i'm sitting at a corner feeling piss off. seriously, i don't wanna involve with them at all. seriously, come & looking for me if you really have time to hang out cause i have been sitting my ass off in this house for 3 weekends straight and wasting my phone bill & time calling you guys to hang out. what the fuck!


other topic is that i really got to know bout this band called neon trees. i really like this band a lot. it's like the killers combine with kings of leon's soul searching lyrics. i'm enjoying listening to these types of bands but sadly, the killers have been disbanded for a couple of months ago and at the same time, neon trees came out with their hit single animal and their cover of justin bieber's 'baby' is better than the original. click on the link to check their songs out.


here's the lyrics to their hit single 'animal' :



Here we go again
I kinda wanna be more than friends
So take it easy on me
I'm afraid you're never satisfied.

Here we go again
We're sick like animals
We play pretend
You're just a cannibal

And I'm afraid I wont get out alive
No I won't sleep tonight


Oh, oh
I want some more
Oh, oh
What are you waitin' for?
Take a bite of my heart tonight
Oh oh
I want some more
Oh oh
What are you waitin' for?
What are you waitin' for?
Say goodbye to my heart tonight

Here we are again
I feel the chemicals kickin' in
It's gettin' heavier
I wanna run and hide
I wanna run and hide

I do it every time
You're killin' me now
And I won't be denied by you
The animal inside of you


Oh, oh
I want some more
Oh, oh
What are you waitin' for?
Take a bite of my heart tonight.
Oh oh
I want some more
Oh oh
What are you waitin' for?
What are you waitin' for?

Say goodbye to my heart tonight

budakkacamata. chalo <3