31 August 2010

Yesterday Is Gone

budakkacamata here. here's some pictures i have taken during my grandfather's moreh at my great great grandfather's mosque.




budakkacamata. chalo <3

28 August 2010

While She Looked Sad In Photographs

This is the story of a girl, 
Who cried a river and drowned the whole world! 
And while she looked so sad in photographs, 
I absolutely love her, 
When she smiles... 

How many days in a year? 
She woke up with hope but she only found tears. 
And I can be so insincere, 
Making her promises never for real! 
As long as she stands there waiting, 
Wearing the holes in the soles of her shoes! 
How many days disappear? 
When you look in the mirror so how do you choose? 
Your clothes never wear as well the next day,
And your hair never falls in quite the same way- 
But you never seem to run out of things to say... 

THIS IS THE STORY OF A GIRL, 
WHO CRIED A RIVER AND DROWNED THE WHOLE WORLD! 
AND WHILE SHE LOOKED SO SAD IN PHOTOGRAPHS, 
I ABSOLUTELY LOVE HER, 
WHEN SHE SMILES... 

How many lovers would stay? 
Just to put of with this shit day after day! 
How did we wind up this way? 
Watching our mouths for the words that we say. 
As long as we stand here waiting, 
Wearing the clothes of the souls that we choose! 
How do we get there today? 
When we're walking to far for the price of our shoes! 
Your clothes never wear as well the next day,
And your hair never falls in quite the same way- 
But you never seem to run out of things to say!... 

THIS IS THE STORY OF A GIRL, 
WHO CRIED A RIVER AND DROWNED THE WHOLE WORLD! 
AND WHILE SHE LOOKED SO SAD IN PHOTOGRAPHS, 
I ABSOLUTELY LOVE HER, 
WHEN SHE SMILES... 

Your clothes never wear as well the next day,
And your hair never falls in quite the same way- 
But you never seem to run out of things to say... 
This is the story of a girl,
Who cried a river and drowned the whole world! 
And while she looks so sad in photographs, 
I absolutely love her-

This is the story of a girl; 
Her pretty face she hid from the world! 
And while she looks so sad and lonely there, 
I absolutely love her, 
When she smiles...

This is the story of a - girl! 
Who cried a river and drowned the whole world! 
And while she looks so sad in photographs, 
I absolutely love her, 
When she smiles... 
When she smiles.

budakkacamata here. i listened to this too much. one of my absolute favorite songs & the lyrics are awesome!

budakacamata. chalo <3

27 August 2010

Uncertainty Is A Dish Best Serve Cold


tom hansen & summer finn

budakkacamata. chalo <3

22 August 2010

Growing Up








Photograph, remembering the summer

It takes me back,

To Southern California.



Where the girls would all pass

On the boardwalk and laugh

At our desperate attempts and our sunburned backs

We never had a chance, I remember that

And no matter what we do,

We'll never lose what we had growing up.



Won't bring us down.

Yeah, growing up,

It won't bring us down,

Growing up won't bring us down

Growing up won't bring us down



Graduate, what's a kid to do now?

Get away, yeah-ah.

We've got so much to prove.

Cause it's time to move on

And I'm stuck to let go,

But then Wonderwall comes on the radio,

I flashback to the night in your parent's yard,

When we drank too much and we talked about god...



Growing up, won't bring us down.

Growing up, it won't bring us down.

We're in this together,

Yeah, we'll make it somehow,

Nothing's gonna stop us now...

Growing up won't bring us down

Growing up won't bring us down

Growing up won't bring us down

Oh-oh-oh



Photograph, oh give me something to remember



Growing up, won't bring us down.

Growing up, it won't bring us down.

We're in this together,

Yeah, we'll make it somehow,

Nothing's gonna stop us now...

Growing up won't bring us down

Growing up won't bring us down (won't bring us down)

Growing up won't bring us down (won't bring us down)

Growing up won't bring us....... down. 

Somebody Save Me



budakkacamata here. a short post with some song lyrics by remy zero and it's called 'save me' or better known as the smallville soundtrack, enjoy :


p/s : things are not going great & it's getting cold. i'm getting the cold shoulder & a really bad sore throat. not to saying to be emo or something but i'm really having a hard time right now. i need you guidance ALLAH S.W.T. :(




i feel my wings have broken 

in your hands

i feel the words unspoken 

inside

when they pull you under

and i would give you any thing you want, no

you were all i wanted

all my dreams are fallin' down

crawlin' round (and round and round)



somebody save me

and two warm hands break right through

somebody save me

i don't care how you do it

just stay, stay

come on

i've been waiting for you



i see the world has folded in your heart

i feel the waves crash down inside

and they pull me under

and i would give you anything you want

you're, you're all i wanted

all my dreams have fallen down

crawlin round (and round and round)



And all my dreams are on the ground..

crawlin' round (and round and round)



somebody save me

and two warm hands break right through

somebody save me

i dont' care how you do it

just stay here with me

i've made this whole world shine for you

just stay, stay

come on

i'm still waiting for you



somebody save me

and two warm hands break right through

somebody save me

i dont' care how you do it

just stay here with me

i've made this whole world shine for you

just stay, stay

come on

i'm still waiting for you


18 August 2010

Honestly, I Really Like You

budakkacamata here. honestly, i really like you a lot and i mean a lot. today was my first final year review for my rebranding assignments. harsh critics is tough but i doesn't take an affect on me. i can take harsh critics anytime but the real story for this post is about a girl who i just met last sunday and her name's wany. i like to call her wany but she's doesn't likes it when i call her wany. i don't know why. she's a great girl to talk/text to because i can tell that she have some sense of humor that i can relate to. we became really close like last week but this week it's a different story. i don't know whether she's avoiding me or something cause when i called or texted her, she seems gloomy. i'm not trying to brag or anything but i really like her but when the first time we hung out together, damn! she's tall. i feel small like literally small. i'm like the bird & she's the eagle but i don't mind. i does bug me much about her this week. i don't mind with the not texting back or the gloomy voice or anything.t it's just worries me for her as a friend or whatever you wanna call it.


people kept accusing that i'm already her 'special someone' or whatever you call it. wtf! i really like her but i'm not that desperate into a relationship. for now, i just see wany as a friend but honestly, i really really like her a lot & i'm being honest about it. i hope that we can be more that just friends. sure i can awkward or quiet when i'm with her but the thoughts count right? i hope. in other meaning if she's avoiding me or something, i'd be rather hear her voice telling me that we're only cut out to be friends, other than avoiding me or texting me at all. seriously, i feel relieve posting this out loud in my blog but i would be much more awesome if i just call her or something. i'm a shy person like my cat. every time when my cat sees a different person in the house, he would run to the kitchen and hide.that's me i guess. i really need to boost my confidence & self esteem when i'm going out or talk with a specific girl that i like.


p/s : i need to remind myself that i can't eat heavy stuff during sahur or it will be 3 times to the toilet for me. i really like you wany if you're reading this right now :(


here's the lyrics to 'back to me' by AAR :


Hey you
So you never really found your way
Stay true
Did you ever make it through today

That when I think about a day without it
Everyday’s the same
You wish that you could find someone
But I’m the only one to blame

Can’t you see
I beg and plead
Cause when your eyes light up the skies at night
I know you’re gonna find your way back to me

No don’t
Don’t you ever let a piece of me down
Cause time won’t
Get back when I’m never around

When we live between so many walls
That I can barely breathe
You say that you just want someone
But I’m the only one you need

Can’t you see
I Beg and plead
Cause when your eyes light up the skies at night
I know you’re gonna find your way

If it’s me
That you don’t need
When the lights go out tonight I know
You’re never gonna find your way

Soon when I get you I won’t let you go
Oooh if I let you
You can take away all that I thought was wrong
And if you hear me there’s not much to say
There’s gotta be a better way

Can’t you see
I beg and plead
Cause when your eyes light up the sky tonight
I know you’re going to find your way back to me

Can’t you see
I beg and plead
Cause when the lights go out tonight
I know you’re never gonna find your way

If it’s me
That you don’t need
That when the lights go out tonight
I know you’re never gonna find you way
If you pace around the world [do you believe]
And when your eyes light up the skies at night
I know you’re gonna find your way back to me


budakkacamata. chalo <3