18 August 2010

Honestly, I Really Like You

budakkacamata here. honestly, i really like you a lot and i mean a lot. today was my first final year review for my rebranding assignments. harsh critics is tough but i doesn't take an affect on me. i can take harsh critics anytime but the real story for this post is about a girl who i just met last sunday and her name's wany. i like to call her wany but she's doesn't likes it when i call her wany. i don't know why. she's a great girl to talk/text to because i can tell that she have some sense of humor that i can relate to. we became really close like last week but this week it's a different story. i don't know whether she's avoiding me or something cause when i called or texted her, she seems gloomy. i'm not trying to brag or anything but i really like her but when the first time we hung out together, damn! she's tall. i feel small like literally small. i'm like the bird & she's the eagle but i don't mind. i does bug me much about her this week. i don't mind with the not texting back or the gloomy voice or anything.t it's just worries me for her as a friend or whatever you wanna call it.


people kept accusing that i'm already her 'special someone' or whatever you call it. wtf! i really like her but i'm not that desperate into a relationship. for now, i just see wany as a friend but honestly, i really really like her a lot & i'm being honest about it. i hope that we can be more that just friends. sure i can awkward or quiet when i'm with her but the thoughts count right? i hope. in other meaning if she's avoiding me or something, i'd be rather hear her voice telling me that we're only cut out to be friends, other than avoiding me or texting me at all. seriously, i feel relieve posting this out loud in my blog but i would be much more awesome if i just call her or something. i'm a shy person like my cat. every time when my cat sees a different person in the house, he would run to the kitchen and hide.that's me i guess. i really need to boost my confidence & self esteem when i'm going out or talk with a specific girl that i like.


p/s : i need to remind myself that i can't eat heavy stuff during sahur or it will be 3 times to the toilet for me. i really like you wany if you're reading this right now :(


here's the lyrics to 'back to me' by AAR :


Hey you
So you never really found your way
Stay true
Did you ever make it through today

That when I think about a day without it
Everyday’s the same
You wish that you could find someone
But I’m the only one to blame

Can’t you see
I beg and plead
Cause when your eyes light up the skies at night
I know you’re gonna find your way back to me

No don’t
Don’t you ever let a piece of me down
Cause time won’t
Get back when I’m never around

When we live between so many walls
That I can barely breathe
You say that you just want someone
But I’m the only one you need

Can’t you see
I Beg and plead
Cause when your eyes light up the skies at night
I know you’re gonna find your way

If it’s me
That you don’t need
When the lights go out tonight I know
You’re never gonna find your way

Soon when I get you I won’t let you go
Oooh if I let you
You can take away all that I thought was wrong
And if you hear me there’s not much to say
There’s gotta be a better way

Can’t you see
I beg and plead
Cause when your eyes light up the sky tonight
I know you’re going to find your way back to me

Can’t you see
I beg and plead
Cause when the lights go out tonight
I know you’re never gonna find your way

If it’s me
That you don’t need
That when the lights go out tonight
I know you’re never gonna find you way
If you pace around the world [do you believe]
And when your eyes light up the skies at night
I know you’re gonna find your way back to me


budakkacamata. chalo <3

Typed By JapaneseRojak at 12:33 AM

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