29 June 2010

All I Wanted Was Somebody Who Cares

'the title says it all'

budakkacamata. chalo <3

17 June 2010

Hearts Like A Ticking Bomb Waiting To Be Explode

anissa rodriguez of eyes set to kill <3
girls who knows how to play metal & have an awesome voice turns me on completely *drooling*
credits to the photographer :)

here's the lyrics to the song 'ticking bombs' from their new album 'broken frames'. enjoy :

I used to stay away

I used to stay away from you

Such a funny thing
The liars in us do.

I used to stray away
I used to stray away from truth
I cling to confliction
Like the battered and confused.

You're a guilty pleasure
You're a guilty pleasure.

Hearts knocking like a ticking bomb
Like a ticking bomb
Hearts knocking like a ticking bomb.

I used to tell myself
That I would never change a thing
Now I'm someone else
And I can't remember me
And now I know you well
I know you well enough to say
What they call love
Is just another twisted game.

You're a guilty pleasure
You're a guilty pleasure.

Hearts knocking like a ticking bomb
Like a ticking bomb
Hearts knocking like a ticking bomb
Like a ticking bomb.

Hearts knocking like a ticking bomb
Like a ticking bomb
Hearts knocking like a ticking bomb
Like a ticking bomb.

(You're a guilty pleasure)

Hearts knocking like a ticking bomb
Like a ticking bomb
(You're a guilty pleasure)
Hearts knocking like a ticking bomb
Like a ticking bomb.

I used to stay away
I used to stay away from you
Such a funny thing
The liars in us do.

budakkacamata. chalo <3

16 June 2010

Unending Sadness


sentence of the day by budakkacamata here :


"loneliness looms in my heart when the last ice cream drops on my shoe"
-meor-

p/s : i feel lonely. can i get a hug? i'm fluffy & sweet :(

budakkacamata. chalo <3

14 June 2010

It's My Life


budakkacamata here :

haven't blog myself away for a couple of weeks cause i have been kept myself busy with friends & family during the semester which is still going on. 3 more weeks to go until i start to go to college back. semester break this year had been a blast for me, my friends & family. yesterday i just found out that my examination result isn't what i expect it to be but i'm pretty happy with result cause i passed all of my subjects this semester. at least i don't fail and have to repeat the subject.

since the semester break started i had been enjoying myself going out at night with my friends. karaoke, shisha, lepak, pool playing, watching movies, playing games and the lists goes on. i pretty much enjoying myself but i'm not proud for what who i have become with my exam result looks like crap and i mean crap! i don't have much to type for this post cause i'm not in the mood for anything right now cause my parents don't know bout my result but i'm sure they will not be happy once they know bout it.

here's my quote after i found out my exam result :

" i'm just an average person with an average result. what to do right? as long as i don't fail or repeat any subjects, i'm happy but my parents won't"

budakkacamata. chalo <3
 

09 June 2010

Woot! Woot!

'happy belated birthday effendy :)'

04 June 2010

Half Of My Heart


budakkacamata here :


half  of my heart doesn't have excitement in life

half of my heart is discontent about the world as he know it

half of my heart don't know what is wrong & wright 

half of my heart feels that something awesome going to happen

half of my heart can't tell what is love

half of my heart is scared to tell you that i love you

half of my heart have an imaginary friend named froggy

half of my heart need a female companion to talk to

half of my heart got awesome friends & family

half of my heart is a computer geek waiting to be free

half of my heart got faith

half of my heart can't stop loving you

half of my heart need to express creativity

half of my heart got an awesome job in killing zombies

half of my heart like music 24/7

half of my hear knows how to cook italian & japanese food

well, i type random stuff about myself with 'half of my heart'. i just seen the new music video by john mayer for 'half of my heart' and it was fantastic. john mayer is a music pioneer. he knows everything when it comes to making warm/fuzzy/feel good about yourself songs :)

here's the lyrics to the song 'half of my heart' by john mayer featuring taylor swift. enjoy :

I was born in the arms of imaginary friends.
Free to roam, made a home out of everywhere I've been

Then you come on crashing in
Like the realest thing
Try my best to understand
All that your love can bring

Oh, half of my heart's got a grip on the situation
Half of my heart takes time
Half of my heart's got a right mind
To tell you that I can't keep lovin' you, can't keep lovin' you
Oh, with half of my heart

I was made to believe I'd never love somebody else
Made a plan, stay the man who can only love himself

Lonely was the song I sang
'Til the day you came
Showing me another way
And all that my love can bring

Oh, half of my heart's got a grip on the situation
Half of my heart takes time
Half of my heart's got a right mind
To tell you that I can't keep lovin' you, can't keep lovin' you
Oh, with half of my heart, with half of my heart

Your faith is strong, but I can only fall short for so long
Down the road, later on
You will hate that I never gave more to you
Than half of my heart

But I can't stop lovin' you, I can't stop lovin' you
I can't stop lovin' you, I can't stop lovin' you
Can't stop lovin' you with half of my
Half of my heart
Oh, half of my heart

Half of my heart's got a real good imagination
Half of my heart's got you
Half of my heart's got a right mind to tell you
That half of my heart won't do

half of my heart is a shotgun wedding
To a bride with a paper ring
And half of my heart is the part of a man
Who's never truely loved anything

Half of my heart, oh half of my heart
Half of my heart, oh half of my heart
Half of my heart, oh half of my heart
Half of my heart

budakkacamata. chalo <3

01 June 2010

Empty Holes In A Friend's Heart

budakkacamata here. it's been a months since i haven't seen my good close friend. damn! i miss them so effin' much. talk about bromance & gossips right? the last i was skyping and video call with them was 3 weeks ago. the month of june just started today and i hope this will be awesome month for all of us. i mean hanging out with your closest friends and having a great time with them. not forgetting having a wonderful time with your parents and all.


usually people use to put family first before friends but i'm vice versa because i don't get along with my family especially my dad and my siblings. the truth is i'm having a better time hanging out with my best friends rather than my family but i'm having soo much more fun when i'm hanging out with my family during holidays with them. they are the best and can be quite sarcastic at times. talk about parents and their jokes right? friends & family but i do really care about my parents. talk about their everyday stuff & activities that their do at work.


i'm grateful for myself that i have awesome friends & family to hang out & have fun with.


my best friend moose whose studying at aussie. going back to m'sia next year june/july :(

my awesome friend zhaf whose also studying in aussie. miss you bro :)

budakkacamata. chalo <3