meorbudakkacamata: May 2010

31 May 2010

FOOEEYYY!

budakkacamata here. can't wait for the new album to blast off peeps. i bet this album going to be an awesome/brutal/intense one compare to the last one with the shitty auto tune stuff. been waiting this album for almost a year. just 1 more week to go for the album to drop out on the market. one word for the album 'FOOEEYYY!'

budakkacamata. chalo <3

p.s. - avenged sevenfold new album will drop out soon in the next month but it's a sad thing to hear the new songs without the rev technical drumming. i hope mike portnoy from dream theatre will be an awesome temporary replacement for the guys in avenged sevenfold. stay brutal :)

28 May 2010

Menghantui Kau Ecah

budakkacamata here. here's a series of Q & A that i have to do cause i have been tagged by my collegemate/classmate ecah. here goes nothing :

1. Adakah anda rasa anda hot???

- nope. i feel average..

2. Wallpaper laptop yang anda gunakan sekarang?

3. Cerita pasal gambar ni.

- i love hayley williams & her colorful hair. short & simple :D

4. Kali terakhir makan pizza

- last three weeks ago with my family for dinner

5. Lagu terakhir yang anda dengar

- we the kings feat. demi lovato - we'll be a dream. kinda chessy right? who cares

6. Apa anda buat selain menyelesaikan tag ini?

- updating my bb software, having a glass of water and listen random songs on my itunes.

7. Selain nama sendiri,anda dipanggil dengan nama apa?

- romeo, panda, bear, big panda, big bear, meow, momo, me chan, omma, mr. m (my fav is big bear)

8. Tag 5 orang,siapa yang nak kena tag?

Ecah

Nis

Ammar

Moose

9. Siapa orang no 1 pada anda?

- she's my classmate at college. an awesome friend to talk to. she's my gossip girl :)

10. Katakan sesuatu pada orang no 5
- seriously, bila ko nak balik m'sia. aku rindu ko dowh :(

11. No 3 ada hubungan dengan siapa???

- she's my best friend girlfriend. an awesome girl to hang out with and a shisha buddy :)

12. Bagaimana pula dengan no 2???

- collegemate :)

13. Kata-kata cinta pada orang no 4

- annegoreeeee!!!

14. Berikan fakta tentang orang yang anda tag

ecah - a sweet & cute girl with an awesome taste for creative writing on her blog and a good art student also :)

z - one of my collegemate who just broke up with his boyfriend a few months ago. be strong z

nis - a chinese/malay girl with an awesome brain to write her own songs which is sweet & easy listening

ammar - my housemate/buddy/problem solver/kinda annoying sometimes/a good friend

moose - his afro & his humor are the most valuable asset that he got and that's why he's one of my best friend for 14 awesome years :')

budakkacamata. chalo <3

22 May 2010

It's A Sad Sad World Out There

'does this look sad to you?'

budakkacamata here. i'm not sure if i give it my all when i want something. what the heck is wrong with me? i better get things straight for myself, friends and family. i have been out of my league for the past a week or two. i'm not showing any interest in what i'm doing except when i'm smoking a hookah or killing tons of zombies in left 4 dead 2 with my best friends. nearly 4k zombies were dead. total pawnage. i feel sorry for the zombies. it's just a game right? enough for the zombie killing part, let's get straight to the point.

it's a sad sad world out there because when i was hanging out having hookah with my friends, enjoying my late supper with a nice hookah, a 'mak cik' came over to me selling chips and tit bits for money and saying 'dik, mak cik ade jual keropok, dik nak?'. i feel sad/pity watching her carrying hundreds of those chips in a big plastic bags while carry it with her withering arms. i'm glad to be in my position right now with the things that i had but it's sad watching beggars begging for a spare change to fed their kids. when a beggar approach to begging for money, i would give her 5 or 10 ringgit just enough to eat or give food for their family.

i don't know what i want in life right now. i'm doing a eff up job in my college, sometimes my family likes to push me around especially my little sister coz she's getting on my nerves, my college buddies like to mindfuck me all the freaking time even at my hostel, my hometown friends that always had the impression that they know everything and presuming that they know every freaking thing in whole effing universe. what the eff bro? keep it to yourself la! stop talking for once in awhile and don't act mr. know - it - all in front of me. dude! you were my best friend since we were in high school in 04. you change a lot since your step in on college. you start to make some of us piss off.

i'm done hanging out with you because when i called you to hang out, you always tell me to pick you up and send you back but the things that bothers me is that you live a shah alam and i have drive all the way from my house picking you up and send you back. couldn't you just get a bus. i don't mind picking you up and send you back home once in awhile but not all the time when we wanna hang out. sheesh *sigh*

that's all for now. i feel so discontent with my life right now at the moment. please enjoy the lyrics to the song called 'the only exception' by paramore. enjoy :

When I was younger I saw my daddy
cry and curse at the wind.
He broke his own heart and
I watched as he tried to re-assemble it.
And my mamma swore she would
never let herself forget.
And that was the day that I promised
I'd never sing of love if does not exist.
But darling..

You are the only exception

Maybe I know somewhere deep in
my soul that love never lasts.
And we've got to find other ways
to make it alone or keep a straight face.
And I've always lived like this
keeping a comfortable, distance.
And up until now I swore to myself
that I'm content with loneliness,
'cause none of it was ever worth the risk.

But you are the only exception

I've got a tight grip on reality,
but I can't let go of whats part of me here.
I know you're leaving in the morning, when you wake up,
leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream.

Whooa..

You are the only exception
And I'm on my way to believing..

budakkacamata. chalo <3

18 May 2010

Hayley Williams

if only...

budakkacamata here.

here's are 10 facts that made me fall in love with hayley williams of paramore :

1. she's cute

2. she has the most rocking/awesome/sweet/eargasmic voice ever

3. she's beautiful

4. i like her hair

5. i really like her hair more when she tight it up

6. i admire her everyday dress up

7. she has a sweet smile

8. she has a pretty successful band

9. i really really like her attitude

10. she's the girl of my dreams. sounds cheesy right?

budakkacamata. chalo <3

17 May 2010

Thinking Of You

budakkacamata here. i just redecorated my bedroom lighting last night with awesome mood light that reflect my mood, i really admire my bedroom lighting because is has a mellow/romantic/sleepy feel to it. plus having kentucky fried chicken for dinner with my family which was superb while watching iron man with a new mood light in my bedroom. everything was going into plans when i want go to sleep, i always think when will i get a beautiful/smart/sweet girl to be my girlfriend. i don't know why i think of that thing at the moment coz i haven't been in a relationship for two years. i don't want to tell that i'm desperate for a girl but i'm in need of a female companion that i can stick with every day. well, not everyday. maybe 3 days a week.

when i go to bed to sleep last night, i dream about my friend which is a girl. the weird part is i don't think of her at all before i go to sleep. i have a crush on her once. maybe twice when she was with someone else. in real life, we're just normal boy and girl friend but in the dream that i experienced, i'm with her all the time as a coupling having a good time as lovers but she never crossed my mind before for a long time. we been friends for a couple of years but i never had a dream about her before. in that dream i feel very happy about myself being with her as my special one and finally she said the magic word 'i love you meor'

WTF? i just woke up from my dream just like that and you know what time i woke up from bed? three in the afternoon. when i woke up, i was like wtf was i dreaming about. it's hard to believe that i had a dream about a girl who i knew for a couple of years and who i had a crush with TWICE! for the whole day my mind was at the girl all the time. i was in my room thinking about her all day. is it a sign? is she the one for me? why do i dream about her last night? only ALLAH S.W.T. knows

budakkacamata. chalo <3

15 May 2010

Rabbit Burger?

budakkacamata here. last night i went out with my friends catching up some time at my usual shisha spot hookah house mutiara damansara. we go there by two cars coz most of my friends just finished their finals. we were shishaing, having a good time, good laughs and good food also but the awesome part is when four of my friends wanna buy a burger from a burger shack near the shisha place. guess what? my good friend order a rabbit burger. i was like wtf! are you serious? i mean rabbit as in the cute fluffy white long ear rabbit. i know that we muslim can eat rabbit but i didn't know that they sell a rabbit burger and it cost about 5 ringgit for a single patty burger. that's effin' expensive for a rabbit burger.

when the rabbit burger arrived at our table, my opened the wrap and from the looks of it, it looks like a chicken patty but bigger in size. then, my friend said 'want a bite?' i said ' what the heck? sure gimme'. for the first time when i have a bite out of that burger, the rabbit patty is so effin' soft and spongy like texture and it taste like nothing that i haven't tasted before. it taste like a friggin' krabby patty from spongebob. when i finished munch the burger altogether, at the back of my tongue it has weird/dull/numb/tasteless sensation. overall, i can have a rabbit burger every 3 months coz it's not a burger that you can always eat every time when you have a burger outing with your best buds.

shisha outing last night was fucking awesome. thanks to ameer, naveen, syamil, din, afif, amirul, pak yang and hafiz for make the shihsa outing more awesome and great. hoping to have an outing with you guys again :)

here's the lyrics to the song 'swing swing' by the all american - rejetcs. enjoy :

Days swiftly come and go
I'm dreaming of her
She's seeing other guys
Emotions, they stir
The sun is gone
The nights are long
And I am left while the tears fall

Did you think that I would cry
On the phone?
Do you know what it feels like
Being alone?
I'll find someone new

(Swing) Swing, swing
From the tangles of
My heart is crushed by a former love
Can you help me find a way to carry on again?

(Wish) cast into the sky
I'm moving on
Sweet beginnings do arise
She knows I was wrong
The notes are old
They bend, they fold
And so do I to a new love

Did you think that I would cry
On the phone?
Do you know what it feels like
Being alone?
I'll find someone new

(Swing) Swing, swing
From the tangles of
My heart is crushed by a former love
Can you help me find a way to carry on again?

Bury me
You thought your problems were gone
Carry me
Away, away, away

(Swing) Swing, swing
From the tangles of (swing, swing, swing)
My heart (my heart) is crushed by a former love
Can you help me find a way to carry on again?

budakkacamata. chalo <3

12 May 2010

The Arms Of Sorrow

amirul aiman (1993 - 2010) :'(

budakkacamata here. today marks the day that will remain in my heart for the rest of my life. i don't know why he's out of our lives for such short notice. YA ALLAH! he's young. why do YOU have to take him away from his family & friends. he's a great guy but why now. he still got a long way to go *sigh*

at exactly at 3 am in the morning on tuesday, my closest cousin just passed away because of car accident. i was shock at that time coz i just came back home from a mamak stall when i heard the news from my mom. the fact is that he just want to borrow some money from his mother to go eat supper with his friend and the sad part is that the place where he ate is just close from his place. the place where he accident is just in front of his house where he crashed into stone wall. i felt very down/sad/mood swings/cry/tension for the lost of a family member. i'm very close to him.

every time when i'm lepaking at his place at ampang, celebrate raya at pahang and going holidays with his family, we do crazy stuff like :

1. driving motorcycle while playing 'mercun'

2. go behind the woods to find if you know what i mean. SPOOKY

3. sleepless nights by playing video games

4. spend hours on the swimming pool

5. doing stuff that our parents warned us not to do

6. killing time by shishaing everyday at my place

damn! i will miss those things that we do but i will surely miss you cousin. why do you have to go at young age? why do you want to drive fast when the place where you wanna go back is near? why? now you leave us with your parents, your 2 sisters and your 10 year old little brother. we all miss you man. your best friends and your girlfriend. it's hard to see that you leave your girlfriend all alone when you left her with this last text message from you :

"apepon berlaku, aiman still sayang kat yaya :)"

when i read the text message that your girlfriend showed, i was devastated. i don't know what to do. i just stand there like a soulless person waiting for a storm to pass and it does. after we all finished the funeral. rain started to fall. maybe it's your tears falling down on us saying thank you. i hope that you're in a better place standing beside ALLAH S.W.T.

(AL - FATIHAH)

budakkacamata. chalo <3

09 May 2010

SEOHS! SHOES!

budakkacamata here. i got a confession to make. i like to pamper myself by buying awesome yet eye boggling shoes to make myself feel good and it's true coz i like shoes a lot and heres are the shoes which i like if i have the money. NOT! here we go :

supra cuban. my first dream shoes rm 237 to be exact.

vans chukka low. yes! its purple. it's a nice color though.

pedro loafers :9

adidas superstar vin death star. limited edition. T_T

vans herringbone slip - ons. nice

vans zapato del barco boat shoe.

macbeth manchester.

crocs prepair clog.

supra bullet. lizard king signature model

converse jack purcell strap on leather.

budakkacamata. chalo <3

08 May 2010

Walking Away

budakkacamata here. here's a song which i like very much when i was 10,11 or 12 something. i can't remember. the name of the song is 'walking away' from craig david. i like craig david songs a lot because of his stunning and awesome vocal. i don't dig his new stuff with the computer vocal editing stuff/dance music. i like his old stuff which is cool, relaxing and easy on the ears. sometimes when i'm having a lot of troubles running through my life and i just can't seem to solve, i just hear this song and it made me feel damn good about myself. i'm walking away from the troubles in my to find a better day. enjoy :

I'm walking away, from the troubles in my life

I'm walking away, oh to find a better day

I'm walking away, from the troubles in my life

I'm walking away, oh to find a better day

I'm walking away

Sometimes some people get me wrong, when it's something I've said or done

Sometimes you feel there is no fun, that's why you turn and run

But now I truly realise, some people don't wanna compromise

Well, I saw them with my own eyes spreading those lies, and

Well I don't wanna live a life, too many steepless nights

Not mentioning the fights, I'm sorry to say lady

I'm walking away, from the troubles in my life

I'm walking away, oh to find a better day

I'm walking away, from the troubles in my life

I'm walking away, oh to find a better day

I'm walking away

Well, I'm so tired baby

Things you say, you're driving me away

Whispers in the powder room baby, don't listen to the games they play

Girl I thought you'd realise, I'm not like them other guys

Cause I saw them with my own eyes, you should've been more wise and

Well I don't wanna live a lie, too many steepless nights

Not mentioning the fights, I'm sorry to say lady

I'm walking away, from the troubles in my life

I'm walking away, oh to find a better day

I'm walking away, from the troubles in my life

I'm walking away, oh to find a better day

I'm walking away

budakkacamata, chalo <3

A Mom's Cooking

"me and my mom"

budakkacamata here. a quote from my mom just months ago :

"mama nak runsing tengok rambut haffiz"

it's mothers day peeps and i going to celebrate it by telling my mom 'i love you mom and happy mothers day'. i know you have been pulling me hard with all the chores & doings in the house coz papa wasn't around the rouse with his work at dubai but hey, i done all the things that you asked me to do and kept away from things that are bad and get closer to the good. i don't ask much but i'm happy with the way you are mom. sometime it bothers me a little when i'm watching my fav cooking show and you like to tell me the name of the ingredients before the chef tells it but hey, you're my mom right? the one who knows best on the family. the best part of my mom is that she always call me when i'm away at college and we like share common stuff like cooking/hating bad malaysian actors/singers.

"SAYA SAYANG MAK SAYA."

budakkacamata. chalo <3

02 May 2010

Suit Me Up Jarvis

tony stark's computer system/buddy jarvis :)

budakkacamata here. there's only four words to describe me watching iron man 2

"oh my fucking gawd!!!"

budakkacamata, chalo <3

p/s : i wish i have a computer system like jarvis, enjoy the month of may and to my college friends, good luck with the final papers and enjoy the awesome semester break :)

meorbudakkacamata

31 May 2010

FOOEEYYY!

28 May 2010

Menghantui Kau Ecah

22 May 2010

It's A Sad Sad World Out There

18 May 2010

Hayley Williams

17 May 2010

Thinking Of You

15 May 2010

Rabbit Burger?

12 May 2010

The Arms Of Sorrow

09 May 2010

SEOHS! SHOES!

08 May 2010

Walking Away

A Mom's Cooking

02 May 2010

Suit Me Up Jarvis

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