amirul aiman (1993 - 2010) :'(
budakkacamata here. today marks the day that will remain in my heart for the rest of my life. i don't know why he's out of our lives for such short notice. YA ALLAH! he's young. why do YOU have to take him away from his family & friends. he's a great guy but why now. he still got a long way to go *sigh*
at exactly at 3 am in the morning on tuesday, my closest cousin just passed away because of car accident. i was shock at that time coz i just came back home from a mamak stall when i heard the news from my mom. the fact is that he just want to borrow some money from his mother to go eat supper with his friend and the sad part is that the place where he ate is just close from his place. the place where he accident is just in front of his house where he crashed into stone wall. i felt very down/sad/mood swings/cry/tension for the lost of a family member. i'm very close to him.
every time when i'm lepaking at his place at ampang, celebrate raya at pahang and going holidays with his family, we do crazy stuff like :
1. driving motorcycle while playing 'mercun'
2. go behind the woods to find if you know what i mean. SPOOKY
3. sleepless nights by playing video games
4. spend hours on the swimming pool
5. doing stuff that our parents warned us not to do
6. killing time by shishaing everyday at my place
damn! i will miss those things that we do but i will surely miss you cousin. why do you have to go at young age? why do you want to drive fast when the place where you wanna go back is near? why? now you leave us with your parents, your 2 sisters and your 10 year old little brother. we all miss you man. your best friends and your girlfriend. it's hard to see that you leave your girlfriend all alone when you left her with this last text message from you :
"apepon berlaku, aiman still sayang kat yaya :)"
when i read the text message that your girlfriend showed, i was devastated. i don't know what to do. i just stand there like a soulless person waiting for a storm to pass and it does. after we all finished the funeral. rain started to fall. maybe it's your tears falling down on us saying thank you. i hope that you're in a better place standing beside ALLAH S.W.T.
(AL - FATIHAH)
budakkacamata. chalo <3
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