meorbudakkacamata: March 2011

23 March 2011

Reality Strikes In

MOOD : EMPTY
LOCATION : TBUN CC NILAI
LISTENING TO : TAKE ONE LAST BREATH BY ABANDON ALL SHIPS
DRINKING : SEASON'S ICE LEMON TEA

I'M CONFUSE FOR THE PAST 2 WEEKS & I NEED HELP

20 March 2011

the lads from new york have come back with a new record called 'angles' & it sounds promising. i'm a big strokes fan since i heard 'someday' when i was in high school. i don't know how to describe their genre but it's a 'i don't give a fuck & i wanna chill all day with my friends' feeling when i'm hear to one of their songs. kudos to them. i got nothing else to talk about cause been kinda down lately and busy with final year project. someone fuck up my shisha big time cause i was very looking of having a good shisha despite with the cold weather & the tons of assignments but last night was the worst shisha session ever. end of story. i need a miracle right now! #foreveralone :(

Slip back out of whack,
At your best.
It's a nightmare,
So I'm joining the army.

Know how folks back out,
I'll still call.
Will you wait for me now?

We've got the right to live, fight to use it,
Got everything and you can just choose it,
I won't just be a puppet on a string.

Don't go that way.
I'll wait for you.

And I'm tired of all your friends
Listening at your door
And I want,
What's better for you.

So long, my friend
And adversary.
Oh, but I'll wait for you.

Get dressed, jump out of bed
You do it best.

Are you OK?
I've been out around this town
Everybody's singing the same song for ten years.

I'll wait for you.
Will you wait for me too?

And they sacrifice their lives,
And they're lying about those odds.
Oh they've said it a billion times,
And they'll say it again.
So long, my adversary
And friend.

Don't go that way.
I'll wait for you.

I'm tired of all your friends,
Knocking down your door.
Get up in the morning and give it your all.
So long, my friend
And adversary.

Oh I'll wait for you.

14 March 2011

An Epiphany

a dilemma indeed i'm having right now

a crisis/shamble/alert is what i'm having right now. a continuance of study that i'm referring to right now with a couple of bumps & few heart aches along the way. why is it so hard for me to understand that study is a reality of things which gives you hard times, sleepless nights & lots of caffeine consumption.

i'm the type of dude that doesn't care about consequences & doesn't give crap bout the things i done. all i wanna do is to finish what i started. 2 more months to go before i finish my diploma. it's a hectic month especially this month. my schedule is jammed packed with assessment/re-assessment review every friday until april. damn!

i can't think straight sometimes when i watch the dates. it's all about this & that. i'm not trying to nag, brag or anything. it's just life can really bring you down sometimes. what is life without ups & downs right? when i'm on my downs/darkest hour, i just suck it up & move on no matter what the consequences are. that's my motivation that made me who i am today. i'm not ashamed of who i am. sure there's a few rough edges but i'm all good. at the end of the day, i got my family & friends (i mean the good ones) to back me up.

BUT THE BIG QUESTION IS RIGHT NOW. UiTM OR NO UiTM OR PRIVATE?

THAT QUESTION HAVE BEEN PLAYING ON MY MIND SINCE LAST YEAR

Youth Knows No Pain

'going cooky over mustaches'

have an awesome march madness you guys :)

05 March 2011

Procrastination Will Eventually Kill Me

HAPPY SATURDAY ROMANCE PEOPLE :)

budakkacamata. chalo <3

04 March 2011

MAN THE FUCK UP WILL YA!

man the fuck up.

"just because you might not have many friends outside the virtual space, doesn't mean you're pathetic. you have friends & there are people that care about you. it doesn't matter what you do or what you do it with, as long as you enjoy it. stop feeling sorry for yourself and enjoy your life and the things you do."

"if you don't like the way your life is going, do something about it. stop feeling sorry for yourself like some emo little bitch who still lives with his parents and wears his sister's pants."

"you are a real person. you're brilliant and clever in your own way, and nobody can take that away from you. so stop whining and just enjoy your life. there are so many people outside of your little world that have it much worse off than you. stop being such a pussy and man the fuck up!"

thanks for the words 9gag

budakkacamata. chalo <3

meorbudakkacamata