budakacamata here. isn't it great spending the saturday night with our best friends 'lepaking' doing random stuff that we never do. for example, me driving recklessly with my dad's big 4 wheel drive car around damansara, bangsar, sungai buloh and subang. plus 7 of my friends squeez themselves in my car and two of them in the boot which is spacious. i didn't know that 4 wheel drive car boot car can be that spacious. i've been 'lepaking' with my friends from 5 in the evening to 3am in the morning. i'm super duper tired right now. the shishas was great, the chatting was decent and the food was awesome but overall the friends that i'm hanging out is best friends that i could have. the best saturday night of 2010 i have ever had so far.
talking about friends. the other day when i just finished my jamming session with my college band for my college battle of bands, i got back home and just when i want close my eyes, i saw some writing on my bed. it was written 'ko ingat ko bagus sangat' and a weird drawings of me. WTH! i don't know whether that i made some of my friends pissed off especially my housemates. if you guys are reading this, i'm terribly sorry if i'm make you guys mad/piss off but seriously, don't take this thing personally. if i don't want to hang out with you guys doesn't mean that i don't like hanging out with you all, it's just i need some time alone for awhile to think about. i can honestly say that you guys are awesome friends to hang out with but please don't talk crap behind my back just because i don't talk to you guys. if i want to eat by myself or i want to sit at home doing my assignments, let me be. if my attitude/personality affect our friendship, i would to say i'm deeply sorry for giving you guys a hard time, i really am but please give me some space to let me out and be free once in awhile. this kind of thought always cross my mind when i'm hanging out with my friends. not just specific friends, i mean all of my friends that i've ever hang out with. sometimes i have that kinda feeling when i feel douchebag hanging out with my friends all day and it's like i don't have a companion especially a female companion to talk with. it's like we're close friends of the opposite sex expressing our problems to one another and coming out with a conclusion base from a boys/girls perspective. it would have been better if that person is jane doeand that person has an attraction for each other but it never did. we're just friends. lastly, i want to say that i'm in need of a female companion to share my problems with. GOSH! "TRUE FRIENDS ARE HARD TO COME BY"
here's the lyrics to the song 'new perspective' by panic at the disco :
I feel the salty waves come in
I feel them crash against my skin
And I smile as I respire because I know they'll never win
There's a haze above my TV
That changes everything I see
And maybe if I continue watching
I'll lose the traits that worry me
Can we fast-forward to go down on me?
Stop there and let me correct it
I wanna live a life from a new perspective
You come along because I love your face
And I'll admire your expensive taste
And who cares divine intervention
I wanna be praised from a new perspective
But leaving now would be a good idea
So catch me up on getting out of here
Taking everything for granted but we still respect the time
We move along with some new passion knowing everything is fine
And I would wait and watch the hours fall in a hundred separate lines
But I regain repose and wonder how I ended up inside
Can we fast-forward to go down on me?
Stop there and let me correct it
I wanna live a life from a new perspective
You come along because I love your face
and I'll admire your expensive taste
And who cares divine intervention
I wanna be praised from a new perspective
But leaving now would be a good idea
So catch me up on getting out of here
More to the point, I need to show
How much I can come and go
Other plans fell through
And put a heavy load on you
I know there's no more that need be said
When I'm inching through your bed
Take a look around instead and watch me go
Stop there and let me correct it
I wanna live a life from a new perspective
You come along because I love your face
and I'll admire your expensive taste
And who cares divine intervention
I wanna be praised from a new perspective
But leaving now would be a good idea
So catch me up on getting out of here
It's not fair, just let me perfect it
Don't wanna live a life that was comprehensive
'cause seeing clear would be a bad idea
Now catch me up on getting out of here
So catch me up I'm getting out of here
I feel them crash against my skin
And I smile as I respire because I know they'll never win
There's a haze above my TV
That changes everything I see
And maybe if I continue watching
I'll lose the traits that worry me
Can we fast-forward to go down on me?
Stop there and let me correct it
I wanna live a life from a new perspective
You come along because I love your face
And I'll admire your expensive taste
And who cares divine intervention
I wanna be praised from a new perspective
But leaving now would be a good idea
So catch me up on getting out of here
Taking everything for granted but we still respect the time
We move along with some new passion knowing everything is fine
And I would wait and watch the hours fall in a hundred separate lines
But I regain repose and wonder how I ended up inside
Can we fast-forward to go down on me?
Stop there and let me correct it
I wanna live a life from a new perspective
You come along because I love your face
and I'll admire your expensive taste
And who cares divine intervention
I wanna be praised from a new perspective
But leaving now would be a good idea
So catch me up on getting out of here
More to the point, I need to show
How much I can come and go
Other plans fell through
And put a heavy load on you
I know there's no more that need be said
When I'm inching through your bed
Take a look around instead and watch me go
Stop there and let me correct it
I wanna live a life from a new perspective
You come along because I love your face
and I'll admire your expensive taste
And who cares divine intervention
I wanna be praised from a new perspective
But leaving now would be a good idea
So catch me up on getting out of here
It's not fair, just let me perfect it
Don't wanna live a life that was comprehensive
'cause seeing clear would be a bad idea
Now catch me up on getting out of here
So catch me up I'm getting out of here
budakkacamata. chalo <3
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