30 November 2010

I Need You To Understand

budakkacamata here. dayuuummmm! i never thought that i would be this long. this was the best semester break ever so far. lots and lots storytelling. my best friend mustaffa been back for two weeks and it's been great. lepaking every night having laughs, having breakfast lunch dinner 24/7 (outside of course), playing online games, stalking, talked about shoes and smoke shitloads of shisha. my work at the shisha had been awesome yet tiring. there were lots of positive reviews with the shishas that i make for the customers. there's a few of the regulars that really like my shisha that much that they only come when my shift on the shop is on. kinda touching feeling that people really like my shisha. i thought that few of my close friends like my shisha. i'm was freaking damn happy like a cow waiting to be milked by the farmer. that's didn't sound right. huhuhh. for now, i'm taking a week break from the shop cause it's tiring as heck and the sales's flowing like crazy but i'm happy by the way. can't wait to continue my work at the shop. i need moolah to buy my fixie bike and spend the moolah to buy shirts whatsoever.


this is how my face react when i saw my best friend after 1 year :O
i was shocked on how his hair grow from a little fro to a big cat's hairball. i mean his hair was bigger than his head. sometimes, when me, moose and some of our close friends go watch movies at the cinema (unstoppable which is damn good movie. clearly reminding me of an old action movie where it goes straight forward to the action where there's no lolly-gagging), his hair was too big & fluffy where the person sitting behind him can't see the movie looking straight. he had to tilt his head to the left/right to see the movie. kinda funny but a great moment to remember. we had rojak and cendol after the movie and shisha later that night. it was more awesome than giving a wet willy to your siblings. the best part is that we repeat what we do over & over again and it never gets old. the best semester break so far.


i really can't wait to hang out/do some crazy stuff with my friends that are having their exams at the moment like the olden days. enough's enough. sometimes when i work at the shop, all the customers that i see at the shop are all dudes with their 'special someone'. the truth is, i kinda envy of them lepaking having a shisha with their 'special someone' while i'm at my station shishaing alone. sometimes it feel great and sometimes it's sucks! like literally sucks. honestly, i feel so fucking alone. i need some female company. what i mean is someone to talk to. not having a girlfriend or something. i can be kinda picky sometimes but blah! i don't give a rat's ass bout it anymore. i need it! please! am i sound desperate? right? correct? YA ALLAH!


and sometimes when i wan to go sleep, just when i'm about to close my eyes listening to some songs before going to dreamland, i always saying to myself who's the next person that going fall with me if you know what i mean. that's the moment where i start to lose my mind and be in a dark dark place. this is my heart screaming out for any love out there. fuck! i am sounding desperate. this has to stop. i need to find someone a.s.a.p. or maybe i need a comfort food to calm myself down. i need some nice sushis at sushi king, playing basketball with my friends, rojak and cendol, left 4 dead and nice shisha to top it all off. that would really made my day less sad/dark.


budakkacamata. chalo <3


p/s : i need comfort food pronto!

Typed By JapaneseRojak at 7:39 AM

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