meorbudakkacamata

30 December 2010

A Devastating 2010

19.12.10

i'll never forget the times where you used to talk to me about photography, mercedes benz & bmw.

you used to sit at the living room watching national geographic or discovery on astro where i would join to watch it with you but most of all, i will not forget the soothing sounds that you make with your violin and piano when i was little.

your're the only inspiration that i need when i was down.

you and grandma would look after when mom & dad are busy with their work overseas.

i will never forget you tok :'(

Something To Laugh About Before 2011

'happy new year people'

08 December 2010

Your Feelings Are More Important Of Course

budakkacamata here :

Oh, the, Razor blade, that's what I call love

I bet you pick it up and mess around with it

If I put it down

It gets extremely complicated

Anything to forget everything

You got to take me out

At least once a week

Whether I'm in your arms

Or I'm at your feet

I know exactly what you're thinking

You won't say it now

But in your heart it's loud

Oh no, my feelings are more important than yours

Oh, drop dead, I don't care, I won't worry

There you go

Oh, the razor blade

Wish it would snap this rope

The world is in your hand

Or it's at your throat

At times it's not that complicated

Anything to forget everything

He would never talk

But he was not shy

She was a street-smart girl

But she could not lie

They were perfect for each other

Say it now

Cause in your heart it's loud

Oh no, my feelings are more important than yours

Oh, drop dead, I don't care, I won't worry

Ayhh

Sweetheart

Your feelings are more important of course

Of course

Everyone you wanted

Everything that we would take from them

I don't wanna know, I don't wanna know

Tell me, tell me, tell me, tell me

No, don't, okay

p/s : i miss the memories :(

awal muharram just passed. i got no resolutions to think about or something. all i know that i'm hoping that 2011 or 1432 will be a good year for me. there'll be bumps along the ride and i can assure of that. i really hope that i can make a difference. what i mean is a good difference for myself, my family, my friends and the people around me.

budakkacamata. chalo

04 December 2010

Just Like No Other

budakkacamata here. here's some pictures of random fashionable ladies that i met online just recently

her name's elenene. she's 20 from germany. she's a fashion student. she's kinda random sometimes. talking about art, fashion and sometimes about games or stuff that you wouldn't even think of

regine. 18. like to webcam with random people. fashionably fixated. i like her style. she's from la. she would like to see me if she had the chance :)

the name's kristipah but i call her tipah. weird right? age 20 from estonia. i never heard that place before but she's awesome when it comes to fashion. i never thought that she can be a good listener. kudos to you tipah

p/s : these girls are awesome. they're super friendly. i like their styles. for more info, check them at lookbook.nu. some of them got facebook and stuff and some of them don't. enjoy :)

creative writing here i come :D

budakkacamata. chalo

30 November 2010

I Need You To Understand

budakkacamata here. dayuuummmm! i never thought that i would be this long. this was the best semester break ever so far. lots and lots storytelling. my best friend mustaffa been back for two weeks and it's been great. lepaking every night having laughs, having breakfast lunch dinner 24/7 (outside of course), playing online games, stalking, talked about shoes and smoke shitloads of shisha. my work at the shisha had been awesome yet tiring. there were lots of positive reviews with the shishas that i make for the customers. there's a few of the regulars that really like my shisha that much that they only come when my shift on the shop is on. kinda touching feeling that people really like my shisha. i thought that few of my close friends like my shisha. i'm was freaking damn happy like a cow waiting to be milked by the farmer. that's didn't sound right. huhuhh. for now, i'm taking a week break from the shop cause it's tiring as heck and the sales's flowing like crazy but i'm happy by the way. can't wait to continue my work at the shop. i need moolah to buy my fixie bike and spend the moolah to buy shirts whatsoever.

this is how my face react when i saw my best friend after 1 year :O
i was shocked on how his hair grow from a little fro to a big cat's hairball. i mean his hair was bigger than his head. sometimes, when me, moose and some of our close friends go watch movies at the cinema (unstoppable which is damn good movie. clearly reminding me of an old action movie where it goes straight forward to the action where there's no lolly-gagging), his hair was too big & fluffy where the person sitting behind him can't see the movie looking straight. he had to tilt his head to the left/right to see the movie. kinda funny but a great moment to remember. we had rojak and cendol after the movie and shisha later that night. it was more awesome than giving a wet willy to your siblings. the best part is that we repeat what we do over & over again and it never gets old. the best semester break so far.

i really can't wait to hang out/do some crazy stuff with my friends that are having their exams at the moment like the olden days. enough's enough. sometimes when i work at the shop, all the customers that i see at the shop are all dudes with their 'special someone'. the truth is, i kinda envy of them lepaking having a shisha with their 'special someone' while i'm at my station shishaing alone. sometimes it feel great and sometimes it's sucks! like literally sucks. honestly, i feel so fucking alone. i need some female company. what i mean is someone to talk to. not having a girlfriend or something. i can be kinda picky sometimes but blah! i don't give a rat's ass bout it anymore. i need it! please! am i sound desperate? right? correct? YA ALLAH!

and sometimes when i wan to go sleep, just when i'm about to close my eyes listening to some songs before going to dreamland, i always saying to myself who's the next person that going fall with me if you know what i mean. that's the moment where i start to lose my mind and be in a dark dark place. this is my heart screaming out for any love out there. fuck! i am sounding desperate. this has to stop. i need to find someone a.s.a.p. or maybe i need a comfort food to calm myself down. i need some nice sushis at sushi king, playing basketball with my friends, rojak and cendol, left 4 dead and nice shisha to top it all off. that would really made my day less sad/dark.

budakkacamata. chalo <3

p/s : i need comfort food pronto!

15 November 2010

These Magic Fingers

'ze workplace'

budakkacamata here. been busy with work and friends. it's been hectic with the nagging customers but i can handle it. all and all, i made good money. will try to update more often since there's a free wifi at the shop. wish me luck and i wanna wish all of my muslim friends a selamat hari raya haji/korban/aidiladha. can't wait to taste the beef and all. going to get my fixie bike soon.

budakkacamata. chalo <3

the no. 21 <3 :)

01 November 2010

Let The Fun Begins

budakkacamata here. november november awesome november. i want to join this month to the fullest because the fun and games will come to me. i don't know why but i have a hunch that i will have so much fun especially with my friends of course. first up, my best friend moose or moosetoufu which i like to call him by that name is coming back to malaysia 18th november. can't wait! and i can't wait to continue my job at hookahhouse and designing some t -shirts for some clients. i like to design random stuff from buildings to vintage vintage stuff. most of my clients really darn like my designs. i couldn't believe it but it's true. they pay me 50 bucks per design. i'm a happy boy indeed. anyway, the shisha shop that i work at pays 50 bucks per night. good pay? i'm not trying to boast or anything, it's just that i'm deeply glad that i've been given the opportunity to do something that i like which is making shishas for customers and designing t-shirt that i like. i'm grateful for everyone. *thumbs up*

i think i'm going to make party just for my best friends & others since i have a well paid job. the usual barbecue of course with smores and shisha on the side with an awesome fruit punch like last year's barbecue but seriously, i have been sick since last friday and it was the worst ill i have ever had so far. THE WORST! i can't sleep, my body's shivering all the time, i got cold sweats, every light that i see is yellow even though the real colour is gree, white or red and the worst out of all of it is that i lost my appetite to eat. i don't feel hungry at all but alhamdulillah, i'm getting better and kicking. i've been having my asthma since i was little. as i can remember, i have been having asthma since i was three. i remember i spend a month in the hospital because of my asthma.

anyway, here's the list :

1. work at hookahhouse

2. designing t-shirt design for some clients

3. a surprise party for moose

4. saving money to buy a fixie

5. fixie fitness

6. save more money for the future

7. be more careful

8. mandi sungai

9. call of duty black ops

10. faith

11. series and movies downloads

12. road trips