28 April 2010

Man Of Iron & Steel





IRON MAN 2

budakkacamata here. this friday i'm going to watch iron man 2 with my best friends. i haven't seen them in awhile because of the place where they study. two of them at perak and the others at johor. can't wait to watch this movie and have a blast with them. the best part is that the cinema have thx sound system. damn! this sick sound system going to hit mt eardrums really fucking hard. can't wait! hoping you guys can watch the premier of iron man on the 30th of april. one of the most anticipated movie that i wait for a long time. SCREW AVATAR WITH THEIR EXPENSIVE SPECIAL EFFECTS & TECHNOLOGY STUFF. KUDOS

budakkacamata. chalo <3

25 April 2010

I'm Not Just A Boy That You Can Play With


ed westwick. a gentleman with in your face attitude.

budakkacamata here. today marks the day where i started my final exams with my muet that stands for malaysia university english test. well, if i pass this test i can take my degree. damn! i never thought that this paper will that hard. i'm shaking like throwing a kitty in a washing machine when i look at the papers. there's 4 part for the exams. the 1st one is reading, 2nd wrting, 3rd listening and 4th speaking. i think the 1st and 3rd is the hardest one coz the 1st part you have to read passage and answer the question but the weird part is some of the questions doesn't relate to the passage which means the answer & passage 'diputar belitkan' like crap! the part 3 is listening where the invigilators play a recording where you have to hear the it to find the answer. well, that wasn't go well for me and my friends. that sucks! hoping that me & my friends will pass with flying colors.

talking about this guy above. i saw this guy named ed westwick in gossip girl. yes people! i watch gossip girl when the lonely nights roll in. it's a good series where you see the rich & famous teenager going through high school, college, romance, betrayal, revenge, trials & tribulations. ed westwick is this guy who played as the spoiled rich/lust - driven antagonist who tries to take advantage of several girls who turns good by saying 'i love you' to his crush after a grueling fight between them. i'm kinda dig his gentleman style. damn! he's got style. i like how he dress up in this hit tv series. i'm going to say this out loud and i admit that i wish i have his looks & style but not his attitude. i adore you ed westick *in a not gayish tone*


wish me luck in exams my friends. here's a song by a hardcore/metal band called a day to remember with song named 'if it means a lot to you'. enjoy :


[Guy] And Hey darling, I hope you’re good tonight, and I know you don’t feel right when I’m leaving. Yeah I want it, but no I don’t need it. Tell me something sweet to get me by. Cause I can’t come back home till they’re singing. Laa la la la la la la till everyone is singing.

 If you can wait till I get home,
(I get home)
Then I swear to you that we can make this last.
(Laa la la) If you can wait till I get home,
(I get Home) then I swear come tomorrow this will all be in our past. Well it might be for the best.

[Girl] “And Hey sweetie, I need you here tonight, and I know that you don’t want to be leaving me. Yeah you want, but I can’t help it. I just feel complete when you’re by my side. But I know you can’t come home till they’re singing” La la la la la la la
[Guy] Till everyone is singing.

(Laa la la la la la la ) If you can wait till I get home,
(I get home) then I swear to you that we can make this last.
(Laa la la) If you can wait till I get home,
(I get home) then I swear come tomorrow this will all be in our past. Well it might be for the best.

[Girl ]“You know you can’t give me what I need, and even though you mean so much to me. I can’t wait though everything.

[Guy]” Is this really happening? I swear I’ll never be happy again, and don’t you dare say we can just be friends. I’m not some boy that you can sway. 

[Both]“ We knew it’d happen eventually.”
[All] La la la la la la la. Now everybody’s singing. La La la la la la la. Now everybody’s singing la la la la la la la
[Guy] If you can wait till I get home.
[All] (now everybody’s singing la la la la la la la)
[Guy] Then I swear we can make this last.
[All](now everybody’s singing la la la la la la la)
[Guy] If you can wait till I get home,
[All] Now everybody’s singing la la la la la la la.
Then I swear we can make this last.
[All] (Now everybody’s singing la)

budakkacamata. chalo <3

22 April 2010

TERBANG LA TU!

budakkacamata here :


"kepala otak ko terbang! aku nak sing along & have fun! suka hati aku la! fuck off! malas nak layan karenah kawan2 sometimes! tak sabar nak habis exam,balik pj and start my sem break! *sigh*"

mood : distracted, angry, frustrated, out of love, quiet, annoyed & disappointed.

budakkacamata. chalo<3

17 April 2010

Definitely, Maybe.

isn't she just a darl?

budakkacamata here. it has been a hectic week. the most hectic & tension week i had in 2 months. damn! with assignments & project that i've to pass up before the end of next week which the last week before exam starts. it's such a grand for us art & design student to relax on exams coz most of out marks based on our assignments & projects. this semester i only got one paper only which awesome and i got a muet test. if o i pass this test, i can continue my degree. i really am struggling for my future right now coz i'm not doing so great right now. i can follow but it takes some time for me to get the use of it. i'm in 4th semester right now but i'm trying best. really i am. this week i haven't slept for 2 days. 2 freaking days just to pass up my overdue assignments. at least i pass it up right?

when i'm taking a break from doing my projects for five minutes, i rest for awhile with my 'bantal busuk'. yes people, i have my 'bantal busuk'. not the very very old ones from my early years, it's a new one which i just bought for neat price. the pillow is kinda big & fluffy for now but it will get smelly and all coz it's my 'bantal busuk' biatch. when i'm resting for awhile from my assignments, i always had a deep thought whether i'm going to make it. i'll always questioned myslef, boleh ke aku siap keje nie on time? boleh ke aku dapat 3 pointer and above? boleh ke aku capai ape yang aku nak?

when i questioned myself with these questions, i don't know how to answer it in the simplest way coz it's kinda hard for me to give a straight answer i don't know my capabilities in doing my assignments. sometimes, when i get the rhythm to do my assignments, i will as a fast as i can and as good as i can. i'm not trying over exaggerated or something, it's just i'm proud of myself for finishing my assignments. thumbs up for that. KUDOS

overall at the end of the week when we think all the bullshit that i had to go through, i thinks it kinda okay i guess. it's the same stuff that i go through every week but not every week is a crappy week for me. lets fake a smile and say to myself 'lets go through to this shit again' :)

here's the lyrics to the song 'if it means a lot to you' by a day to remember. enjoy :

[Guy] And Hey darling, I hope you’re good tonight, and I know you don’t feel right when I’m leaving. Yeah I want it, but no I don’t need it. Tell me something sweet to get me by. Cause I can’t come back home till they’re singing. Laa la la la la la la till everyone is singing. If you can wait till I get home,
(I get home)
Then I swear to you that we can make this last.
(Laa la la) If you can wait till I get home,
(I get Home) then I swear come tomorrow this will all be in our past. Well it might be for the best.
[Girl] “And Hey sweetie, I need you here tonight, and I know that you don’t want to be leaving me. Yeah you want, but I can’t help it. I just feel complete when you’re by my side. But I know you can’t come home till they’re singing” La la la la la la la
[Guy] Till everyone is singing.
(Laa la la la la la la ) If you can wait till I get home,
(I get home) then I swear to you that we can make this last.
(Laa la la) If you can wait till I get home,
(I get home) then I swear come tomorrow this will all be in our past. Well it might be for the best.
[Girl ]“You know you can’t give me what I need, and even though you mean so much to me. I can’t wait though everything.
[Guy]” Is this really happening? I swear I’ll never be happy again, and don’t you dare say we can just be friends. I’m not some boy that you can sway.
[Both]“ We knew it’d happen eventually.”
[All] La la la la la la la. Now everybody’s singing. La La la la la la la. Now everybody’s singing la la la la la la la
[Guy] If you can wait till I get home.
[All] (now everybody’s singing la la la la la la la)
[Guy] Then I swear we can make this last.
[All](now everybody’s singing la la la la la la la)
[Guy] If you can wait till I get home,
[All] Now everybody’s singing la la la la la la la.
Then I swear we can make this last.
[All] (Now everybody’s singing la)

budakkacamata. chalo <3


13 April 2010

Giving Up?


budakkacamata here. here's quote that i've just come up :


"sometimes when i feel like giving up, i just call, text or ym my closest friends to give me their support. it helps me alot even when i'm having the shittest days ever"

seriously, this kinda things helps me a lot through out the day. thanks to besties that stick with me so far coz this pasts few weeks have been shipwreck!

budakkacamata. chalo <3

10 April 2010

Skinny Jeans With Melodic Vocals


budakkacamata here. this guy here is nick santino from the band a rocket to the moon. go check them out. i really what they are doing with their songs. MELODIC!


budakkacamata. chalo <3

A Deeper Conversation With You Is Better Than Watching A Movie


credits to the author of this pic :)

budakkacamata here. love is in the air? NOT! is it the sound of desperation or in need. it's uncertain for me to know the future of my love life. i don't know why i always talk bout my love life in my post. i don't wanna sound desperate or something. it's just i have been in and out of a bad relationship for awhile. most of them are bad but some are sweet. it's raining right now outside. i feel very hot up in my fuzzy sweater with the help of the morning of's reverie to come up with creative ideas in writing my post which i'm doing right now *thumbs up*

this week had been a pain in the arse with a british accent. i got sick, skip classes, sleepless nights, assignments stuff, problems, love, pain, regret, grandparents, parents and a dream of getting an iphone (jangan harap la kan?). yeah! i have been sick for three days coz of the sore throats, asthma attacks, sneezing, coughing, dizzy, fever and stuff. coz of that i have to skip class and i haven't been sick for the last 1 year. the worst was my asthma attack which put me in a hospital for a couple of months.

let's end with all the sick part. isn't it a grand when we talk personal stuff to a random person especially me when i'm talking to one of my classmates aishah a.k.a. ecah. it's good to have a talk with her. she's a damn good listener and she likes to talk bout her problems to me either. sometimes we would spend half an hour in class talking or goofing around bout our love life and personal struggles. it helps a lot when a person from the opposite sex listens to your problems in a male/female perspective if i'm not mistaken. i don't know why coz it gaves me a good sense what others are think of. its been a blast being friends with ecah. she's an awesome friend and a very good art student. her artwork is effing amazing. i'm glad to be one of your friends ecah and i'm looking forward of the story story stuff okay? 

here's the lyrics to the song that i'm currently listen to which is called 'notion' by kings of leon. enjoy :

I got a notion that says it doesn't feel right
Got the answer in your story today
You gave me a sign that didn't feel right

So don't knock it, don't knock it, you been here before
So don't knock it, don't knock it, you been here before

I just wanted to know if i could go home
Been rambling day after day
Everyone says they don't know

So don't knock it, don't knock it, you been there before
So don't knock it, don't knock it, you been there before

I got a notion that says it doesn't feel right
I just wanted to know if i could go home

So don't knock it, don't knock it, you been there before
So don't knock it, don't knock it, you been there before



budakkacamata. chalo <3