04 January 2010

Uncertain

budakkacamata here. it's been awhile since my last post. first of all, happy new year. i can't believe it twenty frikkin' ten right now. secondly, here's the list for my new years resolution :


- be a better son/friend/brother/cousin/grandson etc.

- stop being lazy

- be more ambitious

- involve more in playing sports

- lastly, be more understanding to others

today's probably the worst day of 2010 i have so far. i missed my 1st class at college for the new semester. i have the worst case of headaches/fever and yesterday i met jane doe for the 1st time after the end of my semester break. i don't know why but i got that weird feeling that she don't want to talk to me at all. i've try my best to approach her but there's no use. i try to get close to her but it seems like she don't want. have i done something wrong to her is it? sure we've been talking/chatting via facebook/ym but when i have the chance to meet her, i surely know that she don't want to talk to me. DAMN! is it so hard to get the girl that you like especially that girl is your friend. sucks to be in my situation right now. no matter how hard i've tried, there's no use in trying. it's like i'm a poll standing in front of her and she doesn't notice me at all. i don't know whether i should try my best to show my feelings towards her or move along and forget the pasts. i'm UNCERTAIN. i hope things will get better in the near future for me and jane doe. oh, the next post will be about jane doe and here is the lyrics to the song called 'jane doe' by never shout never. enjoy

NeverShoutNever - Jane Doe

jane doe
i don't even know you
but i know fo' sho'
that you are beautiful
so baby let me know
your name

damn what's her name?
cause i'm overly attracted
and terribly convinced that she could be my princess
and i could be her prince
and i felt that way, since
since i saw jane doe

jane doe
i don't even know you
but i know fo' sho'
that i could get to know ya
if you let me know
your name

damn what's her name?
cause i'm overly attracted
and terribly convinced that she could be my princess
and i could be her prince

and i felt that way, since
since i saw jane doe

she's everything i want and more
she's everything i want for sure
she's everything i want to adore

well baby i am overly attracted
and terribly convinced that you could be my lover
but i think i lost my chance
you had my first glance
oh my jane doe

budakkacamata. chalo <3

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